lies hurt a lot

2010-06-12T16:32:00.002+08:00

WOW.

Its been a long time since I update my blog. Its not I'm busy, or lazy. I...just feel like I have nothing to right in here. LOL.

Here, its a public place, a blog where everyone can access. If I write my feelings in here, wouldnt everyone know about it? So I rather I accumulate my crap in my head, and just release it in here in my blog when the time is right. LOL.

What kind of jibberish I'm crapping about now. -.-

There are still weeks left till the holiday is over. What a drag. Please, just let the days go faster and let school reopen and I can get to see friends and teachers again. LOL. And maybe rushing to school to open the classroom doors again. NOT. Hahas!

My phone... SOBS. I HAVE NO PHONE NOW. So if anyone tries to contact me, and I dont reply you, its not because i'm dead, or i dont give a shit to you, its because I have no phone with me now. SO sorry about it.

There are so many things in my head which I want to talk about. BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS IT HERE. I guess I can only say, I miss GOSBYATCH and 31 May 2010.
;D

XOXO
@cravesforcakes

2010-05-16T14:08:00.003+08:00

Peeps, TanLiYing here.
I feel glum for now. Only this moment. Because I always browse through people's blog, well, so, then, I came across my primary school friend's blogs, and I felt the distance between me and them. I felt that I'm the only one not contacting them while the rest are still contacting each other. Although I DO still have a few contacts like J____ & J____ but I'm only still in contact with them only. The rest, which are my best friends in pri 6, i seriously have no idea whats going on in their lives right now.
And, I find that I changed. A LOT.
Serious. I became more impatient, I became less talkative when I'm around my family, I get angry easily, I dont give a damn to things now, I became more emotional, I am not as hardworking as last time, I get irritated easily. What am I becoming? A monster? And, I cant stand people nagging at me nowadays. Last time, I will sweet talk and try to make peace with them, now, I dont care, I will think: "get angry at me if you want, haiya, dont care la." And, if I dont feel like talking, I wont talk anymore, I wont be like last time, I try to cheer myself up. People can talk to me for hours but I just sit there and listen to them. Is this because this year is sec four, and i am tired of so many things? I'm not sure.
But nevertheless, I will try to make things back to last time again. In the picture above, I'm closing my eyes because I'm reflecting, hahas!
And, lets countdown, its 15 more days till my bday. Hahas. And I got good news. Mummy discuss with me today, that this year, i could hold a BBQ session for my bday, good or good?! Hahas! So, I guess I'm planning now. Hahas, with my diary in my hand, I'm scribbling stuff on it. Lols, writing down names of who to invite and everything. :D Maybe just GOSBYATCH and a few classmates. :D
Time flies, dear lord. Look, its gonna be my bday soon, and O Lvls are coming closer, AND I'M BECOMING 16 SOON. Haiz, tmr's marking day, so no school, great. (Y)

Aish, nothing to say anymore.
Kay,
Bye~

2010-05-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

Back from town~

I felt the freedom for once, since the start of this year.

Thanks to my tuition teacher. On thurday, before my last paper, my tuition teacher told my mom to let me go wild this few days and when school starts after marking day, the "intensive revision" concept must be in my head again. Hahas, so the moment i came back from everything on friday, i on com, played like crazy. I even woke up early to on com today to play till evening, before heading to town with my brother only. Mummy went to a wedding dinner, so i asked her whether i can go out for the last time! Surprisingly, she said yes!

So,

Went to orchard road, bought a few accesories, and a blouse from forever 21! Mad happy~

When I was having dinner in orchard, mum suddenly sms me this:

"Hi love, can you imagine who i saw during the wedding? Your class mentor Ms Jo-Ann Lee."

I was like, OH MY GOD~

Lols, what if they talk bad about me? Hahas, nvm la, i'm such a good girl, wont have bad things to talk about me de. :P HAHA.

So thats all for today. I am happy. :D

2010-05-14T17:18:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! (Like finally!) :D
I screwed + flunked most of them? But haiya, dont care. Now concentrate on playing first. LOL. I seriously dont want to elaborate on any exams or subjects, it just make me feel pissed and heartpain. LOLS.

Ok, so, I guess thats all for today. I just dont want my blog to feel dead. And i just want to pass the msg that the picture above depict. LOLS.
So yea.
Tune in next time then.
More will be said then. :P

2010-04-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

K, this will be quite a short post. No pictures just words, hahas, because i'm too lazy to connect my phone to the com. LOLS.

Right, MC three days. SHIOK. LOLS.
But this is the first time i skip MYE higher mother tongue and sci practicals! :(
And why is all this happening? Its just because of some strange disease that I have. LOL.
Here is what happen:

Wednesday:
Woke up at abt 5.30 am, ready to go school and prepare to fight against hmt paper. But alas! When I went into the toilet, saw blood OOZING outof my eyes. and the eye's discharge all bloody red. I was like, OMFG, WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?! I thought i contracted some terminal disease or something. Went backto room to find momma, she got a shock too. so she quicky wake daddy up and they drove me to the hospital. After that, found out that its a kind of eyelid infection called: conjunctivitis or something. Then it will cause my eye to swollen and my conjunctiva will bleed or something. Lucky, its not some terminal disease, better than I expected. NOT.
LOLS, for treatment, the doc bandage my eye, gave me some antibiotics, eye cream, and eye drops. so after that doc said cant go school for three days because this might spread so as a responsible student, I have to skip my MYE papers for the week. :(
So here am i at home, mugging for the upcoming papers. Maybe its an advantage because I have more time to study for the other subjects? (Y)

k, time for me to put cream on my eye already,
bye peeps,
Ciao. :D

2010-04-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

Where are you?
I need you.

I rebonded my hair!!! (Y)
Hahas, its not on impulse, but me and my mum discuss about it. :P
I am happy with the results! At first I thought it would be so scary and it freak me out. But I was like, surprise? Its better than I thought! Hahas.

SO.
Whats up? Had a fun day with @soulforsoup ytd. And I feel so relieve that JM is ok. I mean, I'm worried of course. :)
And why does it rain so much these days? The clouds collected that much rain ar? HAHAS! And MYE is dont know how many days away, and I am a little prepared ONLY. Hahas, I'm scared. But nvm, O level is what that matters. :P
I dont know what to say anymore. Just that I hope that MYE is not that tough. I just hope I would pass ALL my subjects, no need with flying colours, PASS CAN ALREADY. (Y)

K, bye, go do coursework. ^^

2010-04-18T14:27:00.002+08:00

GOSH. Its 9 more days to MYE. I counted wrongly all these while.
Thanks to Priscilla, I got "enlightened" that MYE is really around the corner. I still thought there is so much time left. ARGH.
Vivienne vivienne, wake up!
And here I am still wasting time away. How can?!
Alright, I'm going back to work already.

Toodles peeps!

2010-04-17T15:11:00.003+08:00

Once its over, its over.
There's no more turning back anymore.
Strive on.

This is my man, dude. :D

HEYHEY. Chenliying is back dude!

After this week, I hope next week can be better. I dont want tests anymore. Sucks ttm.

Haiz, 44 more days to MYE, if you taking note of the dates. OHMYGOD.

Its so fast. Everything is happening so fast. But I'm still in that sleeping mode. That slow pace. LOLS. I seriously need to buck up and get things done faster. Heehee. And besides worrying that MYE is around the corner, I'm still having fun lorh. But it wont last. -.-

Now to this week's highlights:

Monday:

Nothing much, studies as usual. Its just that, that stupid JunRen is getting on my nerves. I cant believe he loves to SING! Argh. So every now and then during lessons, there will be an irritating bee humming at my ear, singing to me crap songs. Seriously, if this continues I'm going to give him a punch on his face. HAHAS! And I dont know if there is something wrong with him or what but he loves to call people "dog". He is a dog himself so why still call ppl dog? ITS SO DAMN BLOODY MEAN! But sometimes besides his irritating side, he do have a pleasant side too. But I get to see his irritating side more. HAHAS!

Tuesday:

Woops, I forget what happen already. Ouhh ya, had a nice meal with GOSBYATCH! Love them ttm!

Wednesday:

A day which is gloomy to me. SERIOUS.

(Lets skip to friday) Friday:

Its another boring day. Lucky it rained, if not would have to train for napfa during PE lessons. Which is so boring la! So because of the weather, we stayed in class and Mr Seow played some boring videos, which I am not paying attention to. After that had F & N lessons, dots, there's a test, but its still...ok? LOLS. *dirty little secret*

Then after had MT for 2 hours, then its science practicals. I feel so pissed by the practical. I cant believe I got aimed by the teacher a few times. Its not like I'm not doing! Its just because i didnt wear my safety googles!

1. The googles are heavy and the lens are blur, i cant see properly with it.

2. My nose is itchy at the moment so when i wear the googles i feel uncomfortable!

So I didnt wear the googles and the teacher just.. ARGH. I want Ms Lee to facilitate us next time. Then another thing is the bunsen burner. I shared the bunsen burner with YunXian because I dont want to light up another one. Since everyone is also sharing so I also do the same. But that teacher only aimed me. She said: "why are you two so romantic? need to share the bunsen burner?"

SHIT MAN. Lols, like that also kenna. Haiz, blame it on my luck. -.-

Then I went home with Priscilla. (L)

Thats the end of the week.

Stay tuned for more. I will try to update more! :D

Fighting! ^^

2010-04-15T18:21:00.004+08:00

Its always a fairytale to me.

Everything is all just a dream.

Its been a long while since I update my blog! Hahas! I'm too busy these days. Busy with tests, busy with hw, busy with many things. Hahas.

Anyone have any song recommendation?

2010-04-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

SHAWN TAN YOU THIS... You spoil the picture la. LOLS.

HELL NO! TVXQ CANT STOP THEIR ACTIVITIES JUST LIKE THAT!!!!!!

I was bored, thats why i drew this in my iPhone using one of the apps. HEEHEE.

CHENLIYING IS BACK AGAIN!

This week is another wild ride. SERIOUS.

Haiz. Too lazy to blog right now.

Mid yrs are just around the corner! And if i dont work hard enough, mummy will be disappointed with me again. -.-

I dont want that to happen. HELL NO. LOL.

So this week happy things happen, sad things happen, bad things happen, angry things happen.

Its a mixture of all feelings. HAHAS! I dont wish to elaborate more la. Maybe just follow me on twitter and you can know the daily updates, @cravesforcakes. :)

I LOVE JUSTIN BEHBEH. (Just to let EVERYONE know) HAHA!

And bye peeps.

Gotta go study right now. :)

2010-03-27T11:33:00.003+08:00

I survived a storm.
I came back alive. :)

Hey peeps. Back again. I can say that this year is definitely a wild ride for me. Hahas, its only march now. And see what I got? Injuries and being hospitalized. Sounds fun right?
HELL NO. *giggles*

Lets start with this week's highlights asap:
Monday:
Seriously I forgot what happen on monday. Lols. I just remember me still thinking abut the holidays. LOLS.

Tuesday:
I forgotten about tuesday too.. Gosh, its like a dream to me already. HAHAS!

Wednesday (I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY):
I had school as usual, blah blah blah, and then I had tuition. After tuition, I realised I couldnt breathe properly. Its like my throat tighten up or something. And my eyes was swollen like I dunno what? Even I couldnt recognise myself. SERIOUS. And my mum went to a nearby clinic with me. When the doctor saw me, he told me and my mum this: "Mdm, cannot already. This is a serious case. I have to give her a jab right now and i will call an ambulance, she have to go to hospital." I nearly fainted OMG. I hate injections and I obviously is very afraid of injections. to be honest, even when the needle haven reach me, I will start crying already. Get the picture? So after the injection, the ambulance arrived and I got sent to hospital. Its my first time in the ambulance! WOW. Lols. When I reach the hospital I got more jabs and tubes are being poke into me. My breathing started to stabilise and everything. But the doctor told me I have to stay in hospital for at least one night to monitor me, in case I have a relapse. So I had some major food allergy which cause me to become like that. Gosh, all because I ate belacan? Damn that substance. LOL.
Thanks for concerning everyone. Especially a few listed ones in my mind. :)

Thursday:
Still in hospital, but I was discharge in the afternoon. Great. Serious, because the food in the hospital sucks. :( Hahas! Since I was alright my mum said I shall go back to school on friday. Hahas.

Friday:
Its the perfect Friday for a sec 4 like me. So long never like that already. HAHAS. Had lunch with Vanessa and Gabriel and ZiHui and Cheryl. Nice, yumyum! After that went home. Then... something happen at home, which affected me and my mum. I couldnt hold back my tears later and I.. sort of cried. But I'm fine now la, hahas! But, I ate curry again, and cause my eyes to be swollen again. Hence, because of all these things I couldnt go ACJC with Vanessa and Gabriel. I'm really sorry... I will explain to you all on monday. :(

Saturday:
Stuck at home, with my swollen eyes. And maybe catching up on my hw on what I have missed during the periods I am not in school. There is still so much to do. :( And going to chiong all my bio notes. I DONT CARE. LOLS.

Sunday(Predict):
Maybe out to town? I am praying to god. LOLS. I want to go 313! Please grant me my wish. I dont want to stay at home! :)

Alright, will stop here. Stay tuned to next week's upcoming post! :)

2010-03-21T01:18:00.002+08:00

Lets update you on what's happening currently from PENANG!
HAHAS.

Friday:
Slept overnight at Ah Yi's house. LOLS, siao sia she, treat me like VIP. Hahas, gave me so many things la.
Then after talk and talk, very late then sleep.

Saturday:
Woke up as early as 9 o'clock, and then have breakfast. After that went to cousin's house to play basketball. FUN SIOL.
LOLS.
After that went for dinner and then head home. LOLS.
En En saw me at the door and then she ran towards me and hug me lorh. CUTE TTM! Love her! Hahas, I love her the most seriously! I think when she grow up we will still be as close la, exactly like sisters! HAHAS.

Alright, thats all for now. :)
And, school is starting soon. WTH. So fast la, happy moments seem to pass so fast.
Soon, I will be leaving my dreamland, and back to facing the cruel reality that I have to face till my o'levels. Poor me.
And still have to continue studying hard. =.=
Heehee, ok la, lols!
Buh bye, going to sleep soon! :)

2010-03-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

How's the pictures? LOLS. Creative right? I know. HEEHEE! And the cute dude beside my bro is my cousin in Penang. Currently, I am in Penang. DUH.

Lets take this Penang trip as an excuse to escape from reality. As when the new school term start again, all of us will be stressed up again as our days will be packed with remedials and tests and homework. I definitely dont want to leave my dreamland.

But, LOLS. Face life, Miss Tan.

I have a lot of fun with my baby cousin: Tiffany Chan Wei En a.k.a En En. ^^

She is the best cousin serious. NO JOKE. :)

Although she climbed all over me, vomited on me, urine on me, I still dont mind as I take all these things as "BONDING". :S

HAHAS.

Will be doing many fun things tmr with other cousins! And of course another fun day babysitting my En En. (Will post pics of her next time, assure you that you will fall in love with her)

And I am so so so excited about next week. Because... SSHH! (If you want to know come ask me personally then) :P

LOLS.

And lets talk about this week's highlights before I sign off:

Monday:

Woke up damn early to go for that F&N camp thing. To be honest, I gain nothing from it. Haiya, boring to the max la!

After that I went home at around 4 I think.

Tuesday:

Woke up damn early again, this time, because I need to attend CO practice and go for the RV exchange program. Seriously, its a waste of time too. But due to my friends, it made it less boring. After that went to Bugis Junction to meet my mom and bro. And OMG I bought a Jerry Yan album in a cd shop. LOLS. He shuai ttm la! And then we went home. LOLS.

Thats all for the week's updates.

Stay tuned for more.

And I apologise for not updating my blog for so long. :)

Love Gosbyatch ttm. :)

XOXO

2010-03-06T12:09:00.003+08:00

This is my one and only true love, and the thing is, I am going back to Penang to see her!!! Hahas, I swear, during the period I am there, I will give her all my love. Look at her! She is so cute, her eyes so big! (Just like me :P) WAHAHA!

TIFFANY CHAN WEI EN. I LOVE YOU.

Alright, time for this week's HIGHLIGHTS!

Wednesday:

Went to Sungei Buloh after school. Actually, I expected to see monitor lizards running wild and charging at us. LOLS. But in the end, they were even calmer than I expected them to be. During the bus ride to Sungei Buloh, in my mind, guess what I am thinking? I thought about the school outings in sec 1/2. Because normally its Gosbyatch sitting together at the back and having fun like nobody business. Most probably I will be sitting with LaopoVaneh and we will be talking and talking. And JieGabriel will gossip with us. And MummyPriscilla will do the "this is lame" kind of face at my jokes. And Taninn... will be gossiping with us too? Yupp. All this nearly make me moody again. Because I know we wont have the chance to be like this again. Even now sec 4 we have school outings and the whole sec 4 express is going, we will be in our own classes in different buses. RIGHT? Sobs. Haiz, anyways, back to Sungei Buloh. So in the end walk walk and take pictures, then I started walking together with Colleen! :) Hahas, talk talk together with her. That was nice. Took some pictures. And then its time to head back to school. After that went yami with colleen because I was hungry. :P

Friday:

I seriously have to post about basketball every week. Because its the sport I love! :)

For this week de basketball, I can say, I gave out my everything. And my knee hurts till now. Walking also become a problem to me now. But it will be better de la. LOLs. Vanessa also enjoyed the whole thing I can see lorh, She and Priscilla all very happy when they shoot the ball got in. LOLS. I also very happy la, to see our improvement. HeeHee.

SO! I ♥ BASKETBALL!

2010-02-28T16:39:00.004+08:00

@justinbieber

(♥♥♥) #nowplaying one time

Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock

Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop

And even though its a struggle love is all we got

Ao we gon’ keep keep climbin’ till the mountain top
Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart (and now I’ve got my)
One love

My one heart

My one life for sure

Lemme tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy

You’ll be my number one girl

Always makin time for you

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep

You know that it humbles me,

Your by my side and troubles them don’t trouble me

Many have called but the chosen Is youWhatever you want shawty I’ll give it to you
Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart (and now I’ve got my)
One love
My one heart

My one life for sure

Lemme tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guyYou’ll be my number one girl

Always makin time for you

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)
Shawty right there

She’s got everything I need

and I’m gon’ tell her one time (one time)

Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime

She makes me happy

I know where I’ll be

Right by your side cause

She is the one
One love

My one heart

My one life for sure

Lemme tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

And I’ma be your one guy

You’ll be my number one girl

Always makin time for you

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)

I’ma tell you one time(girl I love, girl I love you)
Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)

Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)

This is seriously a very nice song and I have been listening to it forever!

Hahas..

Hmmm, really want to dedicate this song to someone.

(Just change the she(s) to he(s) and the he(s) to she(s). And everything will be what I am feeling now. :])

And having BBQ today.

None of my friends can make it because it was to last min of me. :P

Hmmm, enjoying life. And I dont wanna give up. :D

Thats all.

Mixed emotions.

2010-02-27T13:44:00.001+08:00

I keep asking myself this:
Why did I fall in love with you?

What else could I say.

I am hurt.
I am sad.
I am crying.

And.

I really like you a lot. :(

Marina bay! :)

2010-02-21T13:18:00.004+08:00

(This is drawn by my dad on his iPhone)

Well, Life's a drag. And you can never expect anything out from life.
Haiz, let me list you the highlights of the week of my life:

Friday:
Basketball rock. Hahas. But my probability on that day is just a freaking 2. But no matter what, I will still continue and try my best la. Hahas. :D

Thursday:
Had bio test and to be honest, I gave my everything for it. I spent around 4 hours trying to memorise everything and plus, to understand those bloody concepts. I had to admit, the reproduction of plants are even more confusing than us, humans. Because at least for humans, we already have the contextual knowledge. But for plants? Everything have to start from scratch. And plants can reproduce in two ways: asexual and sexual. Damn those plants. Argh. And the MCQs are even more difficult than the structured qns. Haiya, I dont want think so much about it. Hope I can pass it with flying colours.
HAHAS!

Saturday:
Went to Marina Bay ytd. Goddamn, so many things to see lorh. I went to the carnival and tried on one of the rides. Freak, it was one hell of a ride. I couldnt stand or walk properly after the whole thing. I guess I will try it again in future. :P

Thats all for the week.
Stay tuned. :D

Get ready, CNY!

2010-02-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

You dont have to be perfect,
I like the way you are. :)

All the thing are done by me. Heehee! :) Call me a pro man!

Cute or cute? hahas!

I love my bed. :)

This is the messy room. Lols. Everyone is changing their bedsheets. :P But my dear brother still playing com. -_-

Alrights, CNY! woots. lols. Tmr will be another busy day already. Go ppl house and everything. Hahas. I enjoyed my reunion dinner just now. Fun, thats all I can say. With the laughing and everything. LOLS. And I drank beer too. :P Just a teeny bit. :)

Ahh dang, and I lost my favourite earring. I just cant find it anywhere lorh. :( I love it like wad leh!

Andand, will post more CNY pics if I have the time.

Hence, wishing everyone:

A prosperous new year, and hope all of you wishes come true and enjoy 2010~ ^^

Erm, dunno what else to say already. LOLS.

Stay tuned.

Choliying will be back again. (:

Both fall on the same date :)

2010-02-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

To be able to communicate with you,
its a blessing. :)

Aint the picture cute?! Ooo, the girl look like me right? HAHAS! *thickskin*

So, CHOLIYING is back to post! After a hectic week in school, finally I am able to rest. CNY is coming! And Valentine Day too! :)
Anyone excited? I am. Lols. Because of the red packets wad. Lols! Anyways, I want to watch Valentine Day (that movie) lorh. Because got my favourite: Taylor Swift! Hahas.
Right, now gonna post whats the highlights for this week!

Friday:
We having performance, so after one hour of PE, and 30 mins of listening POA's crap, I am finally able to escape from hell and out to breathe some fresh air Hahas, no la. Need to prepare wad. So can "skip" lessons. :P
Anyways, its so stupid lorh, they cancelled CO's performance for the lower sec period. Because not enough time. But, hey! Without CO, how can this be a perfect CNY performance?! Thats totally damn stupid of them to cancel US! Argh, nvm, upper sec performance we are the first item. Hahas, I "a little bit" dont know how to play only. :P
Ok, enough about the CNY performance, now to PE!
Serious, I am in love with basketball! Its a nerve-wrecking game but I love it! And Priscilla not here today, went to Eden School to perform, hence couldn't see ME shoot 5 freaking balls. LOLS. And she still can say my probability is 0. Hahas! I am happy got some improvement. I will work hard towards it. :P

Wednesday:
This did not happen in school, but its still a major thing happening in my life. Lols. I was taking mrt home one day. I think I must be too tired. I literally just fell asleep while standing in the mrt. So, when it reached outram park, I didnt know. But, the mrt stopped and jolted. Dang, I couldnt balance myself so I fell down like a stupid dumbass puppet. I feel so pathetic man! Lucky got one lady help me up. I said thanks and quickly rushed out of the mrt before I could see anyone laughing at my antics. Argh. Life, why does it have to be like that? :(

Andand, thats all for the week, because I simply cant rmb the rest or I dont feel like blogging about it. :)
Thats all for now.
Stay tuned!

SP, kinda rock. :)

2010-02-06T20:26:00.003+08:00

Its so hard for me to shift my gaze away from you.
"When I say I love you,
I dont say it for fun or out of habit.
I said it to you to remind you that you are the best thing that ever happened to me." :D

Ok! On behalf on Vanessa, I will say that me, ChoLiYing, had fun with her, Gabriel, Felicia, Zihui and Ignatius today! Hahas! Had fun with everyone la! Hahas!
SO. Happy day for me as well. Lols. Why? DONT TELL YOU. LOLS. Besties know it lurh. Lols.
Dont want to make it a long post. So only writing a short paragraph.
Haiz, its so hard to find a new blogskin. So I just change the background of my blog. Nice?
Hahas.

Alright, will sign off here.
(Listen to my blogsong! Its nice!)
:D

L.O.V.E :)

2010-02-05T21:11:00.004+08:00

We walked past each other,
Not knowing what the future holds for us. :)

Is being in love sweet? I want to try. :P

LOLS. CHOLIYING is back to post. :D
Seriously, this week dont really have many highlights. Just that I got into a few unlucky situations. Like injuring myself here and there. Hahas. And of cos a few sweet things happen to me too la. :P

SO. Lets make it work this time. :)
And tmr goingto be a fun day with Gabriel, Felicia and Zihui!
Looking forward to it. :D

ADDICTION!!!! :)

2010-01-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

I AM ADDICTED TO OH!
I love SNSD!!!

The usual. And my dad's birthday!

2010-01-29T21:53:00.004+08:00

I can't deny the fact that,
Indeed. You really catch my attention.
And I dont even know why.

Right? Who can get tired of Super Junior & MY KyuHyun. LOLS.
And OMG, did I just say "my KyuHyun"? Yes, CHOLIYING, so stop acting dumb. :P

Well, this week is as usual. Test test test, hw hw hw, tuition tuition tuition. Lols. Its gonna be like that so dont grumble about life ChoLiYing. :D I seriously love calling myself that. But dont worry, I am going to keep my blog alive. :)
And this are the week's highlights:

Today(29/1/2010):
Its my daddy's birthday! hahas! Bought a cake before going home! I am sure my dad will like it and he did! Heehee! We had a fun celebration together! My poor dad, he got touched by what I did. Aisei. LOLS. :P
Andand, during PE lessons today, I was distributed to the basketball thing. At first I thought I got the "height advantage" but life is not a bed of roses. Basketball is tougher than I thought! Seriously, the height is really no use if you dont know how to play! Hahas! But I swear ok, I will watch how ppl play during my free time and I want to master basketball! But of course, the great part is Priscilla and Vanessa were also distributd to the basketball thing. YAY! Hahas, thn next time when I know how to play basketball lurh, I will keep playing then can grow tall. LOLS. I am still not tall enough. :D
Poor Priscilla got hit by a basketball today during one of the matches. Dont cry, I will be here with you. Hahas.
And! I flunked my HCL test! SERIOUSLY. Haiz. Dont wanna talke about it anymore lurh. :( lols.

I cant think of anymore highlights so I shall end here today.
Stay tuned.
ChoLiYing will be back to keep you updated about her pathetic life.
HeeHee. ^^

Bye peepos!

A litte lust.

2010-01-23T21:13:00.005+08:00

OMG. There is lust there right?
Am I falling into the arms of trouble?
Its still a question to me.
But I think time will tell me a hint.
But what matters is, I do feel a little somehing right?
:P

LOOK AT MY RESULTS WITH KYU HYUN! I LOVE CHO KYU HYUN! WOO!

This week is yet another tiring and hectic week.
Well, I just have to tell myself it will be over in a few months time. Hahas.
Well, there will be a few highlights in my post this week. Hahas. Got things to report. :D

Thursday:
Its just a pretty normal day. Until it came to F & N. F & N's students were bringing ours bagsto the HE room. So we left our bags outside those shelves. 30 mins later, We came out as we were going to the computer lab. Then, we found that CHLOE's bag is missing. Its all so spooky sia! Its just a short time and her bag is missing. So me and chloe practically walked around the whole school looking or her bag. I was like thinking: walao,not possible lorh, the whole bag missing. Scary sia. Then after 1 hour of walking, we found the bag on the fourth floor's staircase there. And guess what? The bag have been searched before de! I cant believed it lorh. We even report it to the office. But! The money's all gone! Haiz. Damn that thief. Chloe, must cheer up. Hahas!

Friday:
This is nothing special. But I still feel like posting it. Hahas. During PE lesson, becase raining, then we nvr go outdoors. Hence we stay in class dunno watch what crap video. Then I fell asleep. Dunno what happen next, but when i woke up, Yeeseng and Amirah told me I was so scary. Changing positions here and there and drinking water while sleeping. Then they still say when i drink water nvr close the cap of the bottle de. lols. OK. I know ok? I have bad sleepin habits. hahas!

The rest of the days are just normal, lessons, sups here and there. And there is cca too. Hmmm.
So guess I would just end here.
Since now preparing for the o level lurh, I suppose my post will be like weekly lurh. Lols, no more daily post. Hahas!

Ok, Toodles peeps.

*Love him? Love him not?*

Unstable School Life :(

2010-01-16T11:31:00.003+08:00

OMG. I think I got the wrong number.
Haiz. Life aint it suppose to be.

We are happy siblings but I look like an idiot in the photo. :P

This is how my brother sleeps!

Can you spot me among the hampers? ^^

Haha! I know the above pictures are lame but I really no more photos lurh lorh! This week is so hectic I feel like dying. Hahas! On thursday I even reach home at eight! I really wish my house is back at Jurong! Lols. And everyday sure have hw. Not like last time anymore. (but of course! We are having O levels leh!)
I didnt go school ysterday. Because of some reasons. Hahas. *secret*
Andand practically everyone is talking about their height and weight. I didnt go school so I didnt know my height and weight. Lols. I think I am 166cm? Thats still so short. :P
Hahas! And I received my O level qns for F & N lurh. I dont know how to start lorh.. Thinking of doing it with chloe they all.. So at least got a guideline! And the deadline is Thursday! Argh. I am going to be so tired for the next of whole week! I think all my future posts will be about complaints of studies etc. Gabriel said we have no more social life. This is true indeed. OK. Enough about studies.

Now,feel like talking about NOW. LOLS! I read the newspaper on Monday! And guess what? I read about a student getting 10 A1. WTH. Thats so amazing! OMG. And wad about me? I got a freaking B3 for my O level chinese. Well, indeed, I am really disappointed in myself. But I want to take up HCL again. Because I cannot give up after so long already. ITS A FREAKING THREE YEARS! I cant possibly give up in my last year! I really want to thank Ms Tan for giving us another chance. And of cos thanks to those who comforted me throughout the whole process.
So I will be giving HCL another try. I will screw myself if I dont work hard. Hahas!

Ok, enough of crapping. Choliying is going back to study and of cos thinking of Chokyuhyun. ^^
Currently listening to: Hold me in your arms (Leona Lewis)

2010-01-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

I didnt acknowledge it.
Now I did. :)

What should I update?
That yesterday's Flag Day was bullshit? Yes its is. Anyways. I can 100% plus chop that AM are all stingy people. Hahas, Vanessa & Gabriel should know what is AM lorh! I feel so stupid standing down there asking people to donate money. Its like they dont even give a damn. So after that I went to Plaza Singapura. And I got 2 sets of new bedsheets! Thanks ar mummy. :)

Thats all for today. :)

WTH?!

2010-01-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

Life, without you.
Feels really good.

Well peeps, its been like about 5 days since school start. AND, I have never been dismissed early before. Like, I have been home so late lately. Some days are like hell, som days are like heaven. See whether I am lucky enough.
The new school campus seem pretty ok to me. EXCEPT FOR THE WATER. Well, I dont even dare to refill my water bottle. There have been complaints from almost eveyone I know that say the damn water is not clean. Did it come straight from the canal?! OMG. Lols. There is a weird taste they say. So I definitely ain't refiling my water bottle no matter how thirsty I am. :)
Next on, the canteen is really pathetic. Haiz, sad to say its so much smaller than the our previous school. I dont think it can fit the whole school. (Of course cannot la!) Hahah!
Andand, the F & N room is also quite... Should I say puny? LOLS. Because I think one room is only half the size of our previous one too. How can we conduct our practicals?! This is so hilarious! Haiyo, I dont want to comment anymore la.
Next,its my teachers. I have a change of some subject teachers. Hmmm.. Geo, English, Social Studies, these subjects all change teachers. Well, for geo, I hope I can improve with this new teacher. For english, I still ok but I wish is some other ppl to teach us lorh, I want the same old teacher. :) Hahah!
Then so far so good. Hmmm.. tmr got CCA fair. Hell, and today's rehearsal was so... argh. Because I dont like the teacher-in-charge. Serious. Haiya. Dont want talk about. Its sucks ttm.
And its like so crazy lorh. If we are late for school means we dont have the intention to study. What is this?! And it only applies to the graduating classes. WTH. I just have too many complaints and! I CANT WAIT TO FREAKING GRADUATE! Study hard this year. Get into a good JC/Poly. Have a bright future. :)

Andand, nice ma this yellow background? HAHAH!
Thats all for now.
Will be back!

First day of hell.

2010-01-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

Back from school! And happy birthday PRISCILLA FOO! I love ya lots! And lets chiong this whole year. :) hahas! Woah,school was quite good,everything satisfied. :) All is well. Hahas,hope everyday will also be like that. :) alright,short post but gotta study now. :) Bye peeps,choliying wanna study now lurh. :)

2010-01-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

I dont want to repeat myself.
This is the last straw.
Cant you at least spare a thought for others?
So selfish.
I want to dump you in the deepest,darkest levels of hell!

HeeHee, I came back from work and I am tired so started taking pictures. Ugly, because my fringe is so goddamn short.

Yesterday:
Went for steamboat with family again, haha, can say its the best steamboat. Because the utensils are really clean and they provide good service. And furthermore, its just behind my house and cheap. So we just walk there together! Isnt it convenient?! YES! Hahas! So I eat until very full. Then I forget what happen lurh after that... Ouhh ya I remember lurh, I was watching MVs the whole day. LOLS. Then, got scolded by my mum cos she say I am too lazy. Hahas. Then dunno what happen, I open PPS stream to continue watching 妻子的诱惑. Watch until 3 o'clock in the morning. My mum watch with me, Then she say: WA! So late lurh! Hence we go sleep lorh.

Today:
I only sleep for 5 freaking hours. Have to wake up and help my mum do delivery because that sickening driver ON LEAVE again. If my mum's driver on MC again I swear I will go straight to his house and FIRE him. Its just a freaking new year. How can he go on leave? Argh.
Then go around the whole Singapore delivering hampers. Then when fnally work is over, I realised I got MAJOR FLU. I slept for a while then daddy woke me up. WHY?! Because he want to play SCRABBLE. WTH. Haiyo! Play with him for a while then now using computer lorh!
HAIYO.
Hectic day for me la today. LOLS.
Then just now mummy say tmr we go eat STEAMBOAT. Again. LOLS.

And one more day left. Hell for me. Hahas.
Thats all for today!
Bye peeps.

*CHOLIYING will be back. :)

Sleepovers again. :)

2009-12-31T01:04:00.003+08:00

Ohgod, Its like now is the last day of 2009?
I really hope 2010 can be a better year for everyone. Especially for me!
Andand, it really freaks me out when I think of school. Its going to start soon, like only a few days away? And all of us are going to chiong our stuff and so on.
Damn, its just scares me, freaks the hell out of me!

Andand, cousins came over to my place again. To challenge me with psp. I lose like a loser! DUH! And again they came to overnight. Heehee. So now I am not asleep yet. But updating my blog while my brother is playing psp with my cousins. :)

I have to like enjoy/play like SIAO this last few days as its going to be hell for me when school starts. Lols. I sound like its really scary to go to school. Of Course la! THE O LEVELS OK! Its something that determines my future, my life. Freak, lets not talk about it anymore. Argh,hahas!

And I want to say something really funny. I have been bathing a lot these few days. Not because I am dirty, but because I WANT MY HAIR TO GROW FASTER AND LONGER. Hahas! You may think its funny or I am crazy but my mummy told me that bathing a few times can help the hair to grow longer. Lols, so I decided to try it. Heehee! I noticed it really helps. My fringe really grow a little. A little ok! Lols.

Haiz,Haiz,Haiz. I have been haiz-ing a lot lorh! (lols) Thinking of things,too much things. A lot of things is in my mind. Things that I am going to do, things that I am going to prepare, things not yet finished. Haiz haiz haiz. Lols.

Haiya, dont care lurh, school start then I settle. Heehee. I rather enjoy now first. :)

Hence buy bye now.
Cousin nagging at me lurh.

CHO LI YING :)

2009-12-29T20:47:00.004+08:00

HEY EVERYONE OUT THERE.
I am changing my name ok!
Call me CHO LI YING from now on.
MUAHAHAHA! :)

I posted all these pics because I love them to the max. HEEHEE.

ANDAND. Heyhey, Cho Li Ying is back. Hahas. Well, to be exact, is back from co practice. I woke up as early as 6 o clock just to get to school. Well, I went to Vanessa's house first. Because not really familliar with the new school. Then her father drive us there. Lols.
Skip a few things~ Blah Blah...

Thenthen, reached school, and then got into practice. I will skip the details of my practice because it SUCKS. Seriously, I dont see a point why I am going there. I dont see why should I waste my time there! Its hell, no wait. EVEN WORSE THAN HELL! SKIP SKIP. I dont wanna talk about it.

Then, finally the clock tick 12 and I am free! Hence went for lunch with Vanessa,Gabriel,Karen,ShiHwee and WanEr at JP. Went to eat Old Town. And the prawn mee was good! I and Vanessa shared a orange yoghurt smoothie or something. Lols, dont know what izzit called.

After a while I went home lurh. Reached home lurh, I slept like a pig for 1 hour because I ws so tired. And then guai guai wake up to do hw. Heehee. Then now use com lorh! Hahas. It was fun to meet up with dearest friends and I definitely enjoy their company! Well. Thats all or now.

I hope all my wishes will come true! And I am making new resolutions for the upcoming new year! I want to become a better CHO LI YING! Heehee!

Thats all for now.
Buh-bye peeps. :)

Bad Haircut!

2009-12-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

HI ALL!

Hahas, like my hot pink background? Lols, since christmas is over, I decided to change my background from that cute snowman to something else. Hmmm, so I dont know what to put hence I put this hot pink background!

Andand! I change my blogsong too! From the holy music to THIS!
Super Junior you rock a hell lot and continue to stay together as one! PLEASE!
Oppas, HWAITING!

Today being disturbed by my mum, so no choice but to wake up. And then went to Plaza Singpura to walkwalk. And I got that stupid haircut. Because my mum wants me to cut my hair as it is thick and long. At first I thought that stupid arsehole(the hairdresser) is only going to layer my hair and keep the length of my hair. Because I wanna keep long hair!!!! After that he cut my hair short! What the heck, doesnt he know how to listen to instuctions?! And I said I want to cut bangs, just a little bit will do! But,He cut my fringe until dont know like what... I look like a freak now.
Its a total disaster! I cant believe my stupid luck..
Now the only thing is TIME.
I will have to wait and wait for my fringe to grow long once again. Ang my hair to grow as well. Its a stupid and idiotic decision to cut my freaking hair. DAMN.

Haiz, then I was so pissed I didnt talk to anyone for a long time because I was so sad.. Then my family brought me to eat steamboat near bugis there, thanks to that steamboat, my mood changed and I was back to normal. Hahas!
Then went home, I am so full I may explode any moment.

Thats all for today!
Toodles~ ^_^

Merry Christmas! ^^

2009-12-25T16:21:00.001+08:00

HeeHee,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO All.

Bye-e

Christmas eve! :)

2009-12-24T21:11:00.004+08:00

You walked out of my life,
You said you dont want me ever again.
But now you are back, just when I have gotten over you.
You are messing up my life.
What are you trying to prove?

HeeHee, Zilian photos during the sleepover with my cousins. So long nvr push my fringe to one side already. Heehee. (:

Andand, Merry Christmas to everyone!
Haiz, tomorrow is officially christmas. lols. Seriously, I feel excited but.. there is just somthing missing. I dont know what but I just feel.. sort of strange. Well, ignore it ChenLiYing. Lols. And tomorrow going to celebrate christmas with my old aunty. She is bringing us all out. And maybe me and my cousins will party like crazy again.
Lols, yesterday we already stayed up till very late. Then we fight each other using our PSPs. Lols, And went to swim at my old aunty house with counsins. God, after playing ball, I cant believe four of us fight like small children in the BABY pool. We were practically screaming and pushing each other. Why cant we just freaking grow up. Lols.
Today Aunty Grace came to my house and visit us. Heehee, received a present from her! Thanks man!

Lastly, check out this conversation below. (Between me and my brother)
Me: oi, what is your christmas wish?
Bro: Nah, I dont need wishes.
Me: Aiseh, you pro hor?
Bro: Of cos, better than you 就对了.
Me: Shuddup la arsehole.
Bro: Just kidding la, Of cos I got wish. I wish to grow taller and have a lot of money.
Me: Woah. Then, when you have mone you buy for me things la.
Bro: Nope, I keep it all to myself. MUAHAHAHA.

Hey my bro is evil. lols. Ok, random conversation.

ANDand, I seriously want somebody to go shopping with me.
Haiz, Duno what to update alr.

Keep you posted.
Toodles!

Waiting for my white Christmas! :)

2009-12-22T23:50:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps,
Just gonna be a short post this time, as I don't really have many things to post about, just to keep my blog alive, hahas!
I was so pissed by someone today, his attitude really suck to the max.
Emily told me that Mr Wong is going to start catching ppl soon if we don't attend co tmr. Wth, what's the problem? We are having our O's next year, can't the sec 4 students skip practice and instead focus their time on more meaningful stuff like studying or enjoying themselves as time is running out for us! Argh.
Spare a thought for us will you???
Thinking of it makes me boil..

And Christmas is coming!!! Anyone excited??? I am!!! Heehee, going to be the best day among all the festive season I suppose! And I am dying to meet up with my cousins and play! Heehee, I know I am childish, so be it. And I am going to play with my toy car and use it to race with my cousins. And our cousin clique (ka chng) will do rubbish things like always. Hahas, I oso wish I could hang out with gosbyatch if there is a chance.. But I suppose each of us have our own stuff.. It would be cool if you hang out with your besties on a season like christmas.. :)

Lols, I am like crapping here, crapping all sorts of rubbish that my mind can accumulate. :)
But nvm, when I say it all out, it feels better. :D Heehee..
Andand! I painted my nails, I painted it white just to have that Christmas atmosphere.. Heehee! :)

Ok la, will stop my crapping for now!
Toodles, peeps! ^_^

Worries

2009-12-21T23:54:00.003+08:00

Hey there :)
since my cousin now is using my com, I gotta use se other device to update. :)
Haiz, two more weeks left, and school is going to start...
Why does time pass so fast??? When we are all stressed up and feeling we are about to die, the time ticks by so slowly. But when are enjoying ouselves, thinking that we are the happiest human beings on earth, the next minute, it's a brand new day already. :(
School is going to reopen in like about 2 weeks time. Seriously, I am not looking forward to it! Because it's going to be a stressful period for me!!! The O's!!!!! I worry just by thinking of it..
Argh.. What will become of me when the o level comes?? Will I succeed and go to a junior college? Or will I just be like any regular student, go to poly? Or even worse, will my results be so bad until I got nowhere to go?!?!
I shudder at those thoughts...

Damn, I just got so many things to complain about. Haiz, but if I got nothing to complain about then this is not called Chen Li Ying's life already. :)
Haiyo, don't talk about those things already. :)
Let me blog about what I did ytd. :)
Woke up and went to Isetan with my parents. Because my daddy suddenly got things to buy there. Andand, my mummy at the same time bought some clothes there. Then I feel a bit bored so I ask them whether can go bugis, yay, can so we go. Then walk over to bugis street and I saw a wallet, like it so I bought it. And then mummy bought me a halter top, so that can match with one of my blouse. Thanks mummy!!! :)

Heehee, will end here, update again next time. :)
Toodles, peeps. :)

Off to town~

2009-12-19T18:37:00.004+08:00

I got over it,
I wont even turn back to recall again.
NEVER.
EVER.

HEEHEE. I went to town just now and yesterday. Yesterday was because Isetan had that private sales going on. So since mummy was the member we went to see wad good offers are there. Shop shop walk walk, I bought only a dress and a shorts. Then just now went to town AGAIN. With my brother only. Both of us ventured around orchard buying the things we want and need and then we head off to Bugis, just to walk again as we have already finished walking Orchard. So after walking Bugis, we were bored so we went City Hall mrt station and reached Suntec City. Our legs are going to break I swear. But both of us had fun lurh. Lols, so long never go shop with my brother lurh. So my brother got his stuff, I got mine. Mostly, I bought presents for my dearest friends and only a few things for myself. :) I bought a snowman keychain which I really love a lot! LOLS.
Next week having CO practice but I dont know whether I am going or not. Its so tiring to travel to school. And the holidays are going to end soon. I must of cos enjoy myself instead of going to school right??!! YEAH! Lols. And to face the bloody instructer is EVEN WORSE. Haiz, see first bah. Besides, Vanessa and Gabriel is going to their camp. So I will be alone. That makes me even more reluctant to go CO. And I have dates with my cousins next monday and tuesday.. Damn.
HEEHEE.
Will end here for now. Toodles peeps. :)

Disaster!!!

2009-12-18T09:43:00.006+08:00

What the heck did you say to me?
Hey you, you are not my mother or anything.
You are just some freaking worker.
Your comments are redundant.
Shut the hell up.
If I am the boss I will FIRE you.

Argh. Seriously, I was like this yesterday.

I never believe in 2012. But yesterday I believe. In this world, anything can happen to us. Can you actually believe that my house was flooded yesterday!!! Luckily only the first floor was affected. The second floor was not affected at all if not I will really go crazy. My mummy is going to be so busy at this point of time and yet this happen.
Some stupid workers burst the pipes or something and it led to our house being flooded. Because the pipes burst and water, rubbish, cockroaches, shit, vegetables, curry and whatever thing you can think of just burst out like that and flood the whole freaking place. The whole place stink like hell. CAN YOU IMAGINE! My mum asked me to look for help. God, I was totally clueless. I ran around to look for those workers that cause this freaking mess. I said: "hello? are you the one that cause this? can you at least help me settle my home first?" Damn them, they just stare at me speechless. Then I got a call from my mum saying the water level is coming to up to their knees. God. I was so scared. And DADDY is not at home! Usually its me and him as a team!!! I am going crazy. I didnt give a damn I started shouting. "OI, IS THIS CAUSED BY YOU? CAN YOU PLS SETTLE THIS BLOODY MESS FOR ME? HOW CAN YOU ALL JUST DO NOTHING? I think its because I started to say I WILL CALL YOUR SUPERVISOR, they started to do some things. They ask me to wait and gave me crap. My mum then sms me a number, asking me to call and complain. I was like, huh? I dont even know how to settle. And those workers looks like they are going to beat me up or something. Come and beat me then, lets see who is the winner. They haven even seen my violent part yet. One of them came to look at my house and he too got a shock. He said he never encounter such things before. He said its not their business. My mom was going crazy too. She started shouting at them too. I then called the whoever it is that is in charge of this bloody project using the number my mum sent me. They said they are sorry, wad kind of crap. Fish them.
Haiz, I dont want to tok abt it anymore.
After that still need to clear things up and continue to pack some of the hampers for my mum. I ended at 12a.m plus. I am dead tired. This holidays is really "so exciting". Since i moved house so many "things" happen. Rats la, Flood la, I wonder what will happen next? MY whole house will vanish or what?? Lols.
Haiz, now I am only thinking about my shopping spree later at the Isetan private sales. :)

Will update again.

Back to meself. :)

2009-12-15T23:22:00.004+08:00

The rainy days are over.
Its time for those sunny days..
Its time.. Its time for me to smile again. :)

Yesterday I was like this, I cant talk, I cant eat, I cant do anything. I am like a dead person. Lols.

Today I recovered, I feel so much better! Heehee, so I can still smile to the camera. Hahas!

I took out POA to study, make notes. I find that it bore me to death. Hahas.

Hence I change subject and do Biology instead. At least I enjoy Bio and I love making notes for it. :)

Hahas, God bless me that Ms Fong wont kill me if she DID visit my blog.
Gee, today some good things happen to me today.
First, my tuition teacher is going to give me a two week break!!! YAY!! Hahas. Actually, is my tuition teacher going to Taiwan so got the two week break. HeeHee. But I am still happy about it. :)

Second, Daddy said he will get an iPhone for me next yr!!! WOO!!! lols! I would purchase a white one I think. Andand,the applications of iPhone is going to make me go crazy. hahas. I am going to download a hell lot of applications. Thinking of it makes me smile. :):):)

Third, I am so far happy. Heehee, becos I am trying to complete all my notes for all my subjects. So that next year would be a smooth one for me. I want to be well prepared ok! lols. :):)

ALright, its getting late. Buh-Bye! :]

Nauseous.

2009-12-14T18:52:00.001+08:00

Right, i am falling sick again. I dunno wadde hell did I eat, but right now i am vomiting lyk there is no tomorrow. Mummy said its food poisoning but damn, I didnt eat anything that will cost my stomach to be like that! I couldnt talk for a whole day, becos once i talk, i feel like vomiting. I estimated it, i at least vomited at least 1 kg worth of dunno wad things in my body. I know its disgusting but its the truth! I hope i can get better soon, it feels so sickening to continue vomiting non-stop! Argh, i shall end here..

Santa, Come to me. ;)

2009-12-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

Even if you don't love me,
Its ok.
Because, I already get over it. :]

HeeHee, Studying ok! Lols, I am just doing Bio notes for next year. So that next year I can just take them out and study in the mrt. Clever right? Hahas, I know. LOLS. (Thickskin) Its just that I sian lurh, so I look look, saw my phone there, beckoning me to take pics, then I take lorh. Woots. LOLS.
Andand, I decided to cook today's lunch for my parents, since my grandparents are out. BUT WTH, MY COOKIING FAILED LIKE DUNNO WHAT. Lols. Out of four dishes, only two worked! The rest is totally inedible. And the kitchen is being BOMBED by me. So I decided chinese cuisine is really not my cup of tea. Western cuisine work more nicely for me. Hahas.
Hence, after the cooking trauma, went to Bugis Junction to sign up for my Mio TV. If not my house no TV to watch. HeeHee. And my dad 顺便 get his iPhone. WTH. I green with envy lorh. Lols. Ouhh ya! When we in M1, my daddy asking about the iPhone, I saw somebody that look like Mr Chok siol. I nearly called that guy. Becos I wasn't wearing specs hence I went nearer to look. HENG. Never call. Lols, look alike but not Mr Chok la. Lols.

Haiz, most anticipated day: Christmas! I looking forward to this day! Because I hope can have party and eat turkey and ham and log-cake! OK. I know I very greedy. HEEHEE. But 365 days, Its the only day I really enjoy besides my birthday. I REALLY HOPE SANTA WILL COME PUT SOME PRESENTS IN MY SOCK! Lols.

ALright, will end here.
Really, my life right now is so far so good. :]

"GOSBYATCH" Intimate Note!

2009-12-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

There is the distance,
But it is this distance,
That bonds us all together.

HeeHee, yesterday had a little small house-warming at my new house. So I invited Gosbyatch. Actually also got ask XueNi and JunHao to come,but they couldn't make it. Heehee, in the its the 5 of us again! Hence, at around 11a.m, I went to farrer park mrt station to fetch Gosbyatch. Hahas, Priscilla and TanInn was like acting "stars". They were putting on their shades. Lols, they were telling me that each of them got an identity. I ONLY REMEMBER VANESSA HENG BEING THE TOUR GUIDE. hahas! Then when we finally reached my house, Vanessa was like frantically and crazily taking photos. (lols, Vanessa I know my new house very nice.) hahas. Then, went to my room,the first thing Priscilla did was to jump on my bed, she look like a child. Hahas. then I laughed at her. Then dunno wad happpen, I only vaguely remembering suddenly Priscilla and Gabriel dancing "Genie". Hahas, should see the video Vanessa took of them! Priscilla you really make me laugh like SIAO! And Jie too! Lols. Then Vanessa EVEN TRIED MY U-ROBIC. Her posture quite funny. LOLS. After that, we ate some snacks that my Ah Ma prepared in the morning. After that came the most exciting part of the day: 'GOSBYATCH" Intimate Note. Lols. hence one of us have to stay at the floor while the rest of us climb up the beds (mine and my bro's) to hurl complaints about the unlucky one below. Mygod, I was laughing and of cos shouting like mad. We even crazily threw all the soft toys I had at the unlucky one. HeeHee. VANESSA HENG got the most from us right? If I am correct. Lols. VANESSA HENG AR!!! Lols,bladder problem la..studies la..etc. Lols, UNCOUNTABLE SIA! heehee, the whole process was totally hilarious. I will never forget about it. And after that, we left my house, took mrt to bugis. (thanks mum for letting me go!) Went to Illuma first, but in the end its like.. wth. Lols, then we went to Bugis Street to get Gabriel's bracelets. Then we walked to Bugis Junction. Hahas, we rushed up to the little arcade that is at the children's departmental store. I can tell you Vanessa & Priscilla were rushing towards it lorh! lols. At first I was like, huh.. arcade. Subsequently, I enjoyed myself LIKE MAD. HAHAS. Tell ya something, you can never play hockey with Priscilla. Lols, we were laughing at her because she was violent and USE HANDS. (NO OFFENSE, Priscilla) Hahas. In the end, we won about 300 plus tokens and we exchanged 5 push-pops for it. WEE!!! Its nice, even nicer becos its everyone's effort that we got 300 plus tokens. :)
After that, took neos and we bought some food below at the basement. Then its time we go home lurh. I was being so ridiculous and stupid. I told Gabriel and Vanessa this: I am going to break the glass of the mrt station. (they asked me why) I answered: Becos I wanna get hit by the mrt train when it comes. I thought through about wad I said, then I started laughing like mad. HEEHEE. Its real contagious I tell you! I cant stop laughing even in the mrt. Vanessa was like asking me to shuddup. Lols. Then finally reached home! I didnt take much photos. Vanessa took it most of it, so i am like only posting a few pictures. And thanks everyone for the lovely cups! I adore them! HeeHee, this, I can say its the most fantastic day of my life.
No worries, I will FOREVER RMB THIS DAY: 9 December 2009.
Really, I LOVE GOSBYATCH LIKE A HELL LOT! THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY. :)
Alright, I will stop here for now.

Now for today's post:
Woke up at about 8.30a.m (early right!) Hahas. Then had tuition. After that went out to buy lunch. Suddenly I receive a call from XUENI. She and JunHao is coming to visit me. I was like shock, becos I didnt expect it. I quickly eat my lunch and wait for them to come. Finally, they reached and I go to the mrt station to fetch them as usual. Lols. They went back about 4 plus. SO I took out my books to study until 6 plus. Guai right, I know. Lols.(thickskin) And ate dinner, after that mummy suddenly say want to go Isetan. So ok lorh, went there to get christmas presents for my godma, tuition teacher, parents and of cos for my brother. And my brother bought me something too! Hahas. I got a YSL lipstick for my mum, and both a towel each decorated with nice pictures for my godma and my tuition teacher. I got my brother a toy car. Similarly, I GOT A TOY CAR TOO! WOO! CAN MOVE DE OK! lols. I know I am too old for a toy car BUT PLS. Who cares man? Lols, thanks bro. I am going to buy myself something nice too, if I got go out. Then went home feeling happy. So now I am blogging about all of these. Lols.
This week have been a fruitful week for me. I LOVE IT.
Hope I can arrange a study time then ask Gosbyatch to come my house again. Or even more fun. A SLEEPOVER! lols, my room is big enough for that. Hmmm, time to discuss with them again. Lols.

Alright I will end here.

MOST FABULOUS WEDDING! :)

2009-12-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Here we go once again.
Everything is like a cycle.
History repeats itself.

Above are the pictures of the wedding I attended. This is one of the funniest wedding I ever attended.
Hahas, I make up sei, by myself somemore. Lols,finally meet ups with my relatives! And I drink a lot too. WTH, I was drunk I tell you! Hahas, since I was one of the older children there we are allowed to drink. HeeHee. my face is all red when the wedding is over. Lols. the cousins all sit together and we called the table: THE KA CHNG's! Lols. Sat with my favourite guy there. Hahas, dude, we share a hell lot of secrets. :):):) He really bring smiles to my faces. ^^
So in the end we have lots of fun and we were like crazy at the end. The bride and groom match together. HeeHee, then one plus then reach home. SO GUESS WAD? I woke up at 11 plus today. lols. Ate lunch plus breakfast together. Mug the whole day then now playing poker at facebook.
Well, will be asking Gosbyatch and some ppl to come my house on wednesday. Looking forward to that day. Hahas.
Will end here then.

2009-12-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

Back to normal now I guess,
I must say I want to thank a few people for giving me the remedy.

(Vanessa, Please dont blame me for this. HeeHee!)

Yea, I am back. I want to start afresh. And I really appreciate a few people for cheering me up. HeeHee, these people know who they are. :)

And went to Ion Orchard ytd with my relatives. Since my mum was busy I was chosen to be the tour guide. Hahas. SO i brought my relatives to Ion, Wisma and Takashimaya. They shop like crazy. Hahas. For me, I bought a blouse at Uniqlo and bought a pair of heels at Mitju (AGAIN! I know. :D) Thanks man, for paying for my blouse (This is for my aunt) :) After went to Food Republic to eat. Then its time to part and say goodbye. HeeHee. Anyways, we will be seeing each other again this whole week. On Sunday, we will be going together for a wedding at Johor Bahru. Hahas.
Btws, I SAW PRISCILLA AT UNIQLO YTD! At Ion. Lols, I wwas choosing some shorts then somebody hit me. I was like wth, then I turned around and saw Priscilla standing there. I was like HI!!! Then we said greetings and we went on separate ways. Then after walking for a while we met again. LOLS. Ya, this is called 有缘份！
Ok la, can see that I like Chen Li Ying already. HeeHee.

Later still going to Orchard again for dinner with relatives. :)

Lastly, really sorry to Vanessa and Priscilla. Haiz, dunno how to explain. Please dont be mad/sad/angry/disappointed at me. ANYMORE. I really got my reasons. Seeing u all two go out only I oso cant bear... Haiz.

*I love someone so dearly making me smile*

2009-12-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

I am retreating back into my other isolated world.
The things that happened during this period makes me sick and I dont ever wanna face it again. It makes me sad and I feel like crying.

YA, ITS MY FAULT. I AM A STUPID LIAR. I LIED TO EVERYONE. I GAVE PEOPLE FALSE HOPE. BUT I DIDNT MEAN TO. I OSO WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU ALL. YOU THINK I DONT WANT MEH? I WAIT UNTIL MY NECK OSO LONG. BUT WAD CAN I DO IF MY MOM SAYS I CANT? I CANT POSSIBLY TAKE OUT A BLOODY KNIFE AND POINT AT HER NECK AND SAYS: WHEY!!! LET ME GO OUT LA!!! I WANT TO GO OUT!! ITS DEAD BORING TO STAY AT HOME EVERYDAY AND DO HW!!!
YOU THINK I DONT WANT LIKE THAT SAY MEH? YOU THINK I WILL FEEL GOOD IF I PANGSEH YOU ALL?

I HAD ENOUGH. MY LIFE, MY WORLD. IT WILL NVR HAVE THE SAME OLD SMILE AND LAUGHTER THAT VIVIENNE TAN LI YING ONCE HAD. NOW TAN LI YING IS THINKING HOW TO CHANGE TO SITUATION, REFLECTING ON HER OWN MISTAKES.

MY EXISTANCE IS A SIN. I WANTED TO PLEASE EVERYONE. BUT I FAILED TO. MUM, DONT BLAME ME IF I TURNED INTO A WALKING ZOMBIE.

NOTICE:
I WILL NEVER BLOG AGAIN UNTIL I FIND THE HAPPINESS THAT I ONCE HAD. ONCE MY LIFE RESUME BACK, WILL I BLOG AGAIN. I DONT BLAME ANYONE BUT MYSELF.
BYE.

Hectic and grumpy

2009-11-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Although the sun is shining brightly,
Its raining in my heart.
And its all because of you.

Geez, took these pictures after I BRUSHED MY TEETH BEFORE GOING TO BED. HeeHee.

First,gotta apologise to Priscilla and Vanessa Heng. Sorry, I cant make it on Wednesday!! AHH! Next week can ma? Geez, sorry sorry sorry!! I feel very bad about it. Seriously. And Priscilla dont angry already!! :(

Second, Today's a bad day for me. Woke up super duper early becos be tuition start at 9a.m, but wth, while I was eating breakfast with my eyes half closed my mom told me there is no tuition today, change to tmr. I WAS LIKE WADDE HECK. Then i wake up so damn early for wad? Then, no choice, went to JVS and buy books for next year. I was like being grumpy for the whole day becos I dont have enough sleep! And plus I had mensxxxxx cramps for the whole day, hence, I am extra grumpy. Haiz. Life's difficult.

Andand, Shawn Tan said his life is boring. Hence, with my mom's permission, I am bringing Shawn Tan to Orchard Road thi Friday. LOLS. ONLY THE TWO OF US(Haiz.. I will be ordered around by Shawn Tan again). HeeHee, but I am sure we will have fun becos Shawn Tan have too many tactics, when u see u will sure laugh de. HeeHee, bringing him go buy soft toys and walking the whole Orchard bah.

ANDAND, tmr will be going East Coast Park(AGAIN,lols) to cycle with my cousins after my tuition. HeeHee, looking forward to it. Its time to flex my muscles a bit, loosen them up. :D

AND FINALLY, I will be changing my blog url to i-mjustliying.blogspot.com
EVERYONE THAT COMES TO MY BLOG ALERT PLEASE!! Credits to Priscilla,cos she was the one that gave me this idea. :D Thanks a lot!

Will end here.

2009-11-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wth,
My life is becoming bland.
HeeHee.

Gees, these are pics of my new room. (my little heaven,thats my bed you are seeing)

HeeHee, went to east coast park with my cousins today. Hell, so long nvr been there alr. And I was playing like one mad kid. And when I say mad kid, I really was like a child. Even my cousin said I am too childish to be a 15 yr old. LOLS. So I wwas running about, playing catching and all that! Plus, I saw the swings at the playground and I totally went bonkers over it. I practically fought over the swings with my cousins. Since I AM THE OLDEST, I am suppose the give in, BUT I FOUGHT OVER IT. Lols, childish right. YA!
While playing with my cousins, the memories, of the sec 1C class outing just flash through my mind like a video being played. I remembered EVERYTHING. Haiz, wish we had one of that outing these days... I miss those days.
And freak, I have tuition at 9a.m tmr! Haiz. Thats sad.
Well, LIFE IS NOT A BED OF ROSES, TANLIYING! So just guai guai wake up tmr ok? LOLS.
Erm, I will perhaps just end here. Talk more tmr.

Buh-Bye. ^_^ (Love ya)

2009-11-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

You shattered my dreams to pieces.
Just when I was about to feel hopeful.
Dang. [Love sick]

Come on man, dont tell me YOU cant even pick up the damn phone and call us? Its such an easy thing to do. All of us kept in touch except YOU. During chinese sups, all I could hear was YOU hanging out with THOSE except us. Damn, what are YOU trying to tell us? That we are over? YOU made me feel that we are not together anymore. Hell, I just feel sad the moment I think of YOU. I dont even feel like initiatin to call YOU now. Although I really wanted to...

Hey, I am still thinking about my url thing. I have one in mind: liyinghere.blogspot.com
(What do ya think?)

LOLS. Haiyo, I dont want think too much, Nothing to update about. So I will just end here. Looking forward to another outing with GOSBYATCH.

HeeHee ^_^

What should be the next step?

2009-11-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

Heyyos,
Lols, Erm! First, have to congratulate my Brother: Shawn Tan Jin Chuan, because he is being accepted by the 5-star school here near my new house. Hehe, FIVE FREAKING STARS leh. So today during lunch, went to Isetan and ate at "THE SHIP" Restaurant, just to celebrate, and during dinner went to a North Indian Restaurant to eat. Lols, the food not bad lah, but not as good as LUNCH. LOLS. ^_^
SHAWN TAN! Must study hard ok! PSLE you score a high score Jie buy for you a BIG BIG BIG present! LOLS.

AND and, I feel like changing my url. But the problem is, I dunno wad to change! Lols, have been consulting Priscilla just now. She said this which I feel that its not bad de: i-mjustliying.blogspot.com Wells, I am considering this, so high chance possibility. EVERYONE ALERT! (LOLS~)

Ok la, now I gtg sleep lurh,
Next time then update!

Outing with gosbyatch> Iluma!

2009-11-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

When I turn around,
I scream at the top of my voice.
Why?
Because I saw you smiling at me with those "make me go weak" kind of smile. :D

LOLS. These are the pictures I took after I came back home from the Iluma trip with Priscilla and Gabriel! LOLS. I especially love the one I took with my necklace I bought. LOLS. We both look alike right? AHAHA!
WENT TO WATCH 2012. ITS GOOD. Then in the cinema that time, Priscilla took out a cardigan and wear, Gabriel named it "AH MA" cardigan! So funny! Laugh a lot today! Lols. If one day really end of the world and I got only like one day left, I will spent time with my family and Gosbyatch before I die. Cos its worth it. LOLS.
Bought the "nerd-girl" necklace, got a colourful bracelet, and bought some super junior stuff! Last but not least bought earrings too. (Same as Priscilla!)
LOLS.
So happy today!! Hope can have another outing with Gosbyatch! ^_^

So today had fun, tmr will be back to working hard as a GOOD GIRL! And I still cant decide when I want to invite Gosbyatch to come my new house.. Lols, I thinking of weekdays bah.. LOLS. CANT GET ENOUGH OF SHOPPING! Hahas, thats all.
Hehe. > <

2012

2009-11-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Watching you sleep,
Is like the most fortunate thing i ever done.

Walking down the streets alone..
Shuffling my feet as I wander,
But in my mind,
All I could think of is the past we had together.
Those images are flashing in my mind,
Clear and vivid.

OMGOMGOMGOMG. (Lols)
I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO CHANGE THE BACKGROUND OF MY SKIN! Lols, I bet I will change it often now since I know how to it. :D
And FINALLY. I got a date with Gosbyatch(Gabriel & Priscilla) tmr at Iluma(Bugis). Lols, we are watching 2012 at 12! Yay. The day, I am anticipating most! Woo!
And TODAY,
Had a sleepover at my home. My cousin came over and said he wanted to sleepover. I was like, kay, you can. Hahas. So now he is currently playing PSP with my bro while i am updating my blog. Lols, my cute cousin. Hahas. Ate KFC just now, my cousin ordered so we ate? Yupp! Its been a long time since I ate shrooms burger. The last time I ate was last year when I still dont like Zinger. LOLS.
Now I am thinking.. thinking of what to wear tmr. LOLS. And I think I may take the whole morning to dress-up. HAHAS. I am so indecisive. WEllS~~ I dunno wad to update lurh, so guess I'll be searching for pics or whatever now as I dont really feel like sleeping. Hahas.

NIGHTS everyone.

BIG BANG

2009-11-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

Having the right attitude is important.
But I don't like your attitude.
Thats for sure.

SUPPORT SUPPORT! Although i cant watch it but i still want people to support! :D

OH MY SUPER GIRL, 你是我的baby girl!

Woo, I am starting to like Big Bang. :D hahas, I like Seungri!
But Super Junior is my first priority! ^_^
Post more tmr. :D
Late, good night.

home sweet home :D

2009-11-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

我的生活本来就只是这样子。
但是我们相遇的那一天起，
我的生活有了更多的笑容，更快乐。
没有你，生活就会没意思。
但是你说分开时，只是暂时的。。。
可是为什么这么久了你还没来找我？
你答应我了，怎么不守信用？

This short video is the most sluttish thing i ever seen. Must watch it!

WOOOOOOO! Currently in my new home now! Hahas, so shiok!
Anyways, i am damn tired packing all my stuff.
WHEW. (Will further update a longer post. ^^)

Don't talk to me if you like favourtism.

2009-11-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

Favourtism.
I feel like shutting you out of my life!

WOOHOO!
Lols, Hyper high right now.
Ps for not updating my rotting blog.
Because this few days busy with moving and packing and moving and packing and moving and packing and moving and packing and moving again again becos of my new house.
Hahas!
Then finally tmr will fully complete moving house. Lols, so will be inviting close frens to come for a small "housewarming party"? lols. And without my phone with me, I feel like I am cut off from my friend's world. Lols, so i seriously miss them like a hell lot. Hahas, if got chance sure go out with them.
And found a lot of my primary classmates on facebook. Lols, so when we online we chatted like crazy! For eg: Eh you changed a lot leh! Eh you got this got that or not? Blah Blah. LOLs. I miss the times with them too!
Haiz, TWO MONTHS. TWO WHOLE BLOODY FREAKING MONTHS! Wth am i going to do during this period? LOLS.
Things to do:
-Revise sec 3 work
-Start sec 4 work
-Play com
LOLSLOLS!
Alright, I am in love with Cho KyuHyun. LOLS. >> Most fabulous guy on earth!
And and, last thing to update, I bought a black dress a few days back when i was in Takashimaya. Hahas,really like it. Yay! And went for breakfast at coffee club, i look out, i saw those red balls(i know it sounds disgusting but nvm! :) ) hanging on those trees. haiz, i like those a lot!!! i feel like plucking one down and keeping it. lols, call me childish but i really will do that if the government allows people to pluck down christmas decorations in Orchard Road. hahas! SUPER LOL.
Lols, nothing to update already lurh,
Just the final thing: I MISS GOSBYATCH!
ok, buh-byes! :P

2009-11-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

我最想念的就是你。
不管怎样，我都会把我天天得一点一滴告诉你。
사랑해,saranghae.

THIS IS HOW GREAT KYUHYUN IS. :):):):):)

WOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOO.Lols,
EUNHYUK!!!
SUNGMIN!!!
DONGHAE!!!
KYUHYUN!!!
Hahas, I love them all.
Not going to update much, just wanted to say how much I love Super Junior.
Oppa hwaiting!

2009-11-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

Its Kyuhyun.
You took my breath away.

Obsessed, Obesessed!!!!!!
Lols. Obsessed with Super Junior.
hahas, finally have time to update my rotting blog. School holidays have started, which means its the beginning of the boring period for me. Haiz, i prefer to have school. I am going to miss all my friends in school. And of cos,I will miss GOSBYATCH the most. ^_^
Andand, of cos, there will be no more hw, which is the only part i am rejoicing. And YAY! I got promoted to sec 4 EXPRESS!! I am so scared when it was my turn to take my report book! Hahas! And there was a gradual change of mood too. While I am happy, around me, there are people who shout for joy and rejoice while others were sad and were crying. Haiz, CHUNG XUE NI, continue to work hard!!(see? i include your name in my post! Hahas!!) I am relieve, happy and worried. Happy is because I no need to worry so much because i am taking my O Levels next year. Worried is because O Levels is coming!!! AHH!! Lols. And chinese O Levels is on the 10th of November. Haiz,seriously,I am nervous lorh. But during this week I will mug hard for it. :D
Hahas, this few days have chinese supplementary classes. I am having intensive memorising of all those points for 报章报道。Haiz, chinese O Level faster come!!! ASAP! If not i keep thinking of it. Lols.
Yesterday, my mummy cut my fringe for me, it turn out to be quite ok. Lols. I am satisfied with it. :D Thanks ar mummy!
lols, dunno wad to post already. Alright, I shall stop here. :D
BUH-BYE. ^_^

2009-10-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

I changed my mindset about you.

I am officially obsessed with SHINee. (Lols, jie you happy lurh rite? you finally influence me!!)

I have been moving furnitures from my mom's office from today morning till evening so my whole body is in pain! Hahas, its so tiring. But I next month then officially live at my new house in 418 Race Course Road. Looking forward to it but not looking forward to the journeys to and fro from school to my home. Haiz, i counted and i have to wake up at 5 everyday. This is so not comforting..
And And, I finally bought my favourite shoes with Vanessa Heng. Hahahas, I love them! And And, I am praying hard right now so that i can be promoted to sec 4. Please Please. I will work hard again in sec 4 I promise. I want to prove it to people I can do it. I WANT TO! 我不服气。我不能就这么完了！I want to stand up again. Stand on my stupid feet again. Lols.
So with my mp3 playing super junior songs, I work hard with my favourite pen, and complete al my chinese homework. ^_^
I want to elaborate more on my results, but i dont have the mood to do so.
So, only those closest to me knows.
Well,signing off soon.
Buh-bye people. -_-

2009-10-16T13:47:00.001+08:00

OMG. This is so so so crazy! I love this!!!

Vanessa aint gonna like this! :P

hahahs!!!! Girls, dont get jealous!

FINALLY EOY IS OVER.
I am too tired to elaborate any further.
I am just going to relax and enjoy this week.

DEMORALISE.

2009-10-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks for comforting me,Guys.

Life have ups and downs. MY LIFE REALLY HAVE TOO MANY DOWNS.
Today is the most demoralizing day of all.
Seriously,I never expect such a blow would come my way..
I flunked my eveything. I thought I was well-prepared. I was not the least bit worried. Until NOW. I was totally blanked out when i saw the first question of Maths Paper 2. I started to panic. Fears came... And i was a gone case just like that..
I cant get over it.

When i went back home i told my tuition teacher what happen and everything. I remembered a few dialogues:

"What is over is over already. Dont think about it so much. Now you should concentrate on your chemistry tomorrow. I am sure you are able to do it well."

"For the past 10 mins i have been observing you. You get demoralise easily. You dont persevere hard enough! See, when i ask you that question, you dont know how to do never mind, you should tell me.. just say you dont know.. But instead you give up and get so frustrated."

"Have more confidence in yourself! I am sure you can do it"

All this are the "Golden Words" i wont forget.
So after hearing all these I cant really take it so I just "break down". My eyes just drop tears so easily. Hope tmr's chem i will be able to do well. I swear I practice a lot of "those mole qustions". I will do and do and do until I can even dream about it. I want to at least do something right if not I will be a goddamn failure.
And after Maths today, Ms Tan said we have to come back to school on Friday, at 3.15pm for what "Multi-Racial Concert". As though we are not "multi" enough. Exam over already still want to "kajiao" us. Cant they let us have a break? And I thought I can go out and play.. Haiz,dream on Vivienne Tan.

I think I had enough for today.
I hope I can do well for chemistry. *cross my fingers*
Buh-Bye. ><

Complaints and Compliments

2009-10-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

I am happy together with you.
Thanks for making my everyday. :D

Lols, this are those boring moments. When I am tired of studying i will surely take my phone and start snapping. Wells, Today I can finally heave a sigh of relieve! Becos GEOGRAPHY is OVER!!!! Lols. My hand was literally shaking while i was writing the essay. There was not really much time to waste. But i still chiong all the way lurh,hence,becos of geo,I didn't even have a wink. So i guess i am going to fall back down on the bed and just snore snd sleep. Hahas, I wish. Dream on man,Vivienne Tan Li Ying. You still have one more week to go. You still have Maths,sickening POA and frustrating F & N. And most important,BIOLOGY,which is something i dont look forward to.
Then there will be tuition later so i am just here whining and complaining about things.
Well,there is a few matters i wanna say about,if I dont complain,I cant stand it. So here I go:

Person No. 1:
I seriously dont like you now. Actually, I still do have doubts whether i still treat you like a friend, but now i seriously dont. Cos you are so damn high and mighty. I dont like arrogant people like you. Like how you show off your results to me. Like how you laugh at people. Get lost man.

Person No. 2:
Can you ask permission first before you touch my things? I dont like and really hate people touching my stuff without permission. You are invading my bloody privacy! You get lost too.

Person No. 3:
I didn't know you have so many goddamn "faces". You say things in this way and that way. Argh. Sickening. So when i see you now i stick my tongue out at your bloody face so DONT EVER LOOK AT ME.

*Alright i know i am being mean by "labelling this three people but i really cant stand it!!!!! They just do things wrong! Sorry if I am too harsh!
Nevertheless, I still do have compliments for a person. The one and only person right now. So here goes:
Hey, really thank you for talking to me all these while when i have difficulties doing some things. Your tactics really cheer me up like dunno what. Hahas, I really appreciate it very much. :D
Ah.. I feel so comfortable now. Lols, i am evil like hell.
Ok, back to mugging. Jiayou for Maths p1!
Buh-Bye. ><

俐颖加油！

2009-10-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

Argh,I know.
But I cant help it.
I know,I am a weakling,
Whose knees go weak whenever you are there.

Hahas, nothing much to update, just that tmr is HIGHER MOTHER TONGUE PAPER! AAHH!
lols. anyways, i going to mug lurh. byes~

Only you.

2009-09-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

Today,
是我最开心的日子。
我没想到你会这样做。
因为你，我感受到快乐。

Look at Kim Hyun Joong.Hahas.

HoHoHo.Lols,I change my skin,nice mah?
Hahas,Had a fun time with TanInn today.Woo!Love her to bits.
I have been very hardworking this few days.Sorry,if i never reply you because i wont take too much notice of my phone.Hahas.
And,I truly enjoy the events that happened today.Looks like thngs are going on smoothly and poor JunHao was being pranked by TanInn,plus me a little bit.Hahas.
I wont elaborate much about this few days.Cos nothing much happen.
Thenthen,will be posting next time.
Hahas.

Toodles! ^_^

2009-09-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

I dunno why,
I will be waiting for you to turn back and see.
So that you can see me,
And for me to see you.

Yo Yo, hahas, back from penang. This are some photos that i took. But i most of it I upload it on facebook. hahas.
Can go view.
Bye.
Late lurh, must sleep. Mum nagging. :(

2009-09-25T11:52:00.000+08:00

不管怎么样，
我还是深爱着你。
昨天是我和你度过最快乐的日子。
我会永远记得。

WooHoo!
I am going to come back on sunday so dont waste money and sms me during this period.
hahas,because i will not reply de.
lols.
I will miss:
1. jie(gabriel yeong)
2. birthday girl(vanessa heng)
3. my mummy(priscilla foo
4. taninn
5. ahem
6. ahem
7. emily
8. ah gong
9. ah ma
The list just goes on and on.
hahas. guess number 5 and 6 if you can. lols.

2009-09-21T17:45:00.000+08:00

Everytime you ask something from me,
I am give it to you willingly.
But if i ask for your heart,
Will you give it to me willingly?

Serious, I dont have much time before EOY starts.
Just had my tuition, my tuition plan a timetable for me together.
So here it is:
(Number of hours i have to tudy for each subject)
Higher Mother Tongue: 6h
F&N: 30h
Chemistry: 36h
Biology: 45h
Maths: 40h
Geography: 27h
Social Studies: 23h
POA: 52h
This is totally crazy right?
hahas, but i will still follow it.
So every min now is important to me.
Argh,hence,i can update my blog so often anymore.
Lols, just now actually want to change my skin de,but it is so time consuming in the end i only change my blog picture.
Lols.
Off to mugging now!
Toodles:D

2009-09-21T02:22:00.000+08:00

Overcome yourself first,
Before you overcome other people.
After that day,
I already given up on you.
Because you are the most pathetic girl i ever seen.
BYE.

To Priscilla: Hahas, i post the pictures liao,lols, not much, cos gabe haven sent me yet.
And some of the photos is because me,my bro and and my daddy nothing better to do den we started to take unglam pics.
Hahas, enjoy.
Not going to post anything today, except i got my N86! woo!
Lols, so happy, when i sleep i can also smile.
Toodles :D

2009-09-20T02:21:00.000+08:00

Hahas,super duper dashing!

Ok, so my reason for not updating my blog is becos i am still thinking of whether i should change to onsugar or be loyal and commit myeslf to blogger. So which is the right choice? I really seriously dunno.
And i have been really tired this few days. Its all about work and no play due to the amount of hw that i accumulated. Hence, i will have lesser chance to update my blog and everything. Hahas, see first.
*Yawns*
Getting tired.
Toodles^_^

2009-09-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

(Lols, Vanessa Heng is not going to like this!!)

Haiz, I want my new nokia hp.. but i still have to wait till next week.
This stinks man.
:(

And starting from tmr onwards,
I am going to buck up and chiong all my stuff!
Notes, revision, etc.
So dun "kajiao" me.
Lols.
I must have detemination.
Help, i dun wan school to reopen tmr.
:(

2009-09-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's schedule:
1. Wake up by 8 o clock!
2. Change clothes!
3. Go to Suntec City!
4. SHOPPING!!! (lols)
5. Pack school bag!
6. Sleep and get enough rest for school on Monday.

Hahas, my post seems to be getting shorter and shorter!
:D

2009-09-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I am just to lazy to post my pics that i took during the outing with Gosbyatch.
Lols, i guess i will post it tmr or something.
And, i cant believe there is a pile of maths hw waiting for me to do.
I haven even realise i need to do it!
Argh, gonna be a short post.
(As i am in a frustrated mood right now)
:(

2009-09-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

我到底在做什么？
为什么老是想着你？
你，你的背影，你的脸，你的笑容总是出现在我的脑海里。
我和你所度过的一切，
我都记得一清二楚。
我该怎么办？
我看我是爱上你了。

I am sure Gabriel Yeong will like this.

Back from Melaka!!
lols, damn tired.
Still need to attend sup and co practice..
Argh, can i skip?
Lols, too tired to post anything,
I am just waiting for Thursday to come.
:D

2009-09-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

This is really gonna be a short post,
Will be going to melaka tmr,
And will be back on Tuesday.
And i am going to skip Miss Tan's higher chinese sup lessons.
I am going to be so dead. Lols.
I am skipping co practice too.
Lols.
Bye people.
I will miss my frieds: Gosbyatch.
And finally,
I am going to miss YOU.
:D

2009-09-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

My heart stops whenever I am near you.
I will treasure the ________ you gave me.

Hahas, all these are teacher's days photos. I so lazy i now then post. But I only choose those that i like the most. Becos it will be such a waste of time posting all the pics as i have like so many. Lols.
Next up,
Today had a tiring day. I always dont like the last day of school. Becos we have to pack the stuff under our tables.. ETC. Its like only a week holiday! ITS NOT A MONTH! Its so stupid that we have to pack our tables and everything, making us be so busy and hurting my back becos my bag is just so damn heavy. And the sweat that i have wasted becoss the weather is so hot!!! Argh, i just cant complain enough. Becos tis is all so ridiculous! For god's sake man.
And even more sian, I dont feel like attending cca practices. I rather i use to study chemistry or my maths. Argh. Dont feel like elaborating anymore. Lols.
Finally,
I AM HEAD OVER HEELS FOR BOYS OVER FLOWERS.
YOON JI HOO. (Gabe, he is not a monkey for god's sake)
:D

2009-09-04T00:55:00.000+08:00

All the things that we have been through together,
Will forever be remembered in my heart always.

FINALLY???
Its like the last week of term 3. So the 1 week holiday I anticipated is finally here. But one week is just too short.. During the weekdays we still need to go to school. Its like normal school day! Just that the time is shorter. Anyways, there is still cca going on. Argh.
Haiz, I so dont want to see the trainee teachers go. Especially english teacher:Mr Chok.
But! At least he will be coming back next year! :D
Still, I will miss the teachers.
Haiz.
Can the time go a bit slower? It seems to go so fast, everything is happening like, so fast? First, term 3 is over. Next, Term 4 begins. Then, END OF YEAR EXAMS!!!!
I am freaking out over EOY seriously.
But! I must continue to mug hard lurh.. Haiz, guess i would not really enjoy during the holidays. Hope something fun will crop up. Hahas. :]

Wells,
Toodles peepas. :D

2009-09-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

Look,I bought your favourite ice-cream,
I dont wanna see it melt away..
If you walk out now,
I dont know if we could be the same.

YAY!!!
I bought my favourite YakPaK.
This is all thanks to my mum.
Hahas.
Seriously, she had a hard time getting it. Lols.
Went to ION orchard and bought it!
WOOH! :D

2009-08-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Happy Teacher's Day!!!! Lols.
Hope all teachers have a fantastic day tmr.
Lols.
Then after teacher day, we students will be back to continue to drive all of you too your graves.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Lols.

[Vivienne is CRAZY]

2009-08-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Whew.
Too tired to really post anything.
Had night class today and yesterday.
And slept at three daily.
Awesome life i have right?
"Pui".

Screw you.
I want to win you.
I am not finish with you yet.
Dont think you are smart. Hmph. :(

Great. Tuesday holiday. Break time. Lols.
Seriously lorh, i have no life lurh la. My blog oso not interesting. Haiz. I dont want to think so hard about what to post on my blog lurh. I want to say what means what. Just update for the sake of updating. I dont lead those life i want. And now headache time for presents for the teachers. Lols.
Fish, the applications on facebook keeps "hanging"! Want to have play games also need to face obstacles!
WHATS THE PROBLEM MAN!
Go die la.
Lols. I just want to walk Orchard Road one whole day. All by myself. Shut myself out from everyone. Listen to my Sony walkman and just keep walking and walking. (so random)
Haiyo. I am just so unlucky this week. Cos i am being tortured by a few idiots with COCKROACH. And the cockroaches are fake. Man, i just have the creeps. And its my nature, for yelling at the sight of a cockroach! Have mercy man.
Lols.

Toodle-Loos
:D

2009-08-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

有时候，
当你做一件事时，
你不会明白为什么你会这么做。
可是，
过了一段时间后，
你回头，看一看，
才能真正地了解，
为什么你会这么做。
有时候，你甚至会觉得自己很可笑。
也觉得自己很愚蠢。
（而我就是那种，要回头看看，反思一下，才知道自己的过错。。。）

Haiyo. Why EOY coming? So fast!
I dont want to be like mid-year,last minute 抱佛脚。
So now if got time i continue to write notes. Remember formulas. Remember those suckish definitions. ETC.
"Once bitten twice shy"
:D Hahas.
I am desperate. I have decided. I want YakPak after all. Lols,sorry Vanessa. So i hope i can get one asap. Since i have save and save. Hahas.
And i had a great day with Priscilla,TanInn and Gabriel Yeong Jun Bo.
Hope i can go out this saturday.
Mama, Gimme a break please? :D

2009-08-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I just dont understand the things going on around me.
Exactly what is happening?
I wonder.

Ok,
I swear.
From now on,
My post will be clear and direct. I will not babble whatever nonsense I had in mind. I will make sure people knows what i am talking.
Hence,
I am going to buck up.
(Lols, stupid post) -_-

Went out to eat breakfast today, then my family and I walked around the area. Hahas, my Daddy bought me a bag, which is _______.(Surprise)
Then i bought some gift for my cousin.
Then we went back home after we bought everything we need.
Then i study, revise, study and revise.
Got a nap in the afternoon.
Woke up, eat dinner, watch a show with my family.
Then, procrastinate a bit..
End of day.

(This is how my life goes. B-O-R-I-N-G)
(Will post a better post next time) :(

2009-08-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I am worried about you.
Please, tell me the truth.
(THIS IS FOR GABE)

Outta my mind.
Right now.
I am sorry if all my recent post confuse you.
But. Argh.

2009-08-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

Why must it be you?
Seriously, I am avoiding the fact that i am falling for you.
But, the only part that i rejoice is:
_________ remembers everything he told me.
I am high for this only..

Alright, Priscilla, I updated my blog. ok? HAHAS.
SO.
Its only study and study for me this weekend. As this week i have like so many test? Which is not something i am looking forward to. And, I have bio practical, which makes me even more "____".
Well, Thanks mummy, for getting that ear piece for me. Really appreciated it. LOLS.

And..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEKIAT!
Lols, actually the actual date is tmr. But i am just saying it now.

Well.. and... Argh, i forget what i wanna post.
I have been forgetful this few days, forgetting this and that.. Yeah.
-_-

And. Really in a bad mood now.
Bye.
:(

2009-08-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

Ever since i saw you,
My eyes cant leave you,
And I can only see you.
Omg.
I am afraid i would fall in love with you..

Lols. The above pictures all is crazy de lorh. Hope people will enjoy. (Wadde hell?)

Finally, I can update my rotting blog and i can get to play computer with a clear piece of mind. I got many things to say man.
First of all, on Friday is national day celebration, hahas, the concert is so fun, I laugh non-stop. Then went to eat with Gosbyatch. Lols, we played truth or dare, den of cos, we will all choose truth la, den well.. when my turn to say the truth, Gosbyatch ask a question, then when i ans, i end up feeling so funny and embarrass and i was laughing so hard and beating gabriel at the same time. Lols, sorry man Gabriel. Lols, i really enjoyed. Then i went to popular to buy the stuff i need.
This message is for Gabriel Yeong Jun Bo:
Hey sister,
Dont worry be happy! The National Day concert is PERFECT ok. I dont see why the teachers have to make such a goddamn big fuss about it. Dont put the teacher's comment to heart la, all of us enjoy ourselves. Smile always. :)

WEEEEE, i think i had my biggest achievement by managing to XXXX XXXXXX.

Then then, ytd is grandma's birthday, hehe, had a feast and cheescake for birthday cake! Lols, wish her good health and wealth. :D

To somebody I feel so paisei:
I really hope to clear the misunderstanding up. :(

2009-07-29T16:54:00.000+08:00

A storm is brewing.
It is coming.

Yes. Thats the right way. To ignore you and get you out of my mind.

Three days..
I can do it.
I just have to bear for A WHOLE THREE DAYS.
And everything will be back to normal.
Lols.
School went well for me today. Except for some flaws..
And i am so excited on what is going to happen on Monday.
Wish everything will go on smoothly.

2009-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

I am dead,
Because of lack of air.
And the reason is because of you.

Well, i sort of recover..
But still you know.
I dun want to talk about it.
Not in the mood.

2009-07-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

I am like emo for dunno how many hours.
Cant you give me any freedom?
I dunno why, the moment i came back.
My face cant show any happiness.
I wanted to smile at you, i really wanted to.
I wanted to listen to you talk..
But the things that happen for the past few days..
I cant take it, I cant stand it anymore.
Thats why I did not even put in the slightest effort to make you happy.
I just show you some kind of stupid attitude, and you get angry again, and we will not talk again..
Can u stop treating me like that?
In the middle of the night, i always cry, because i dont understand why all this happen.
Is it my fault? I admit, I am partly responsible.. But sometimes I just cant stand the way you handle things.. You.. Argh. I dont want to say any longer.
Just now when you came back, i was quite happy to see you.. but the moment you open your mouth.. the moment you speak to me, my mood change. I became agitated. I dont feel like facing you.
I know you speak to me nicely, but then you flare up too..
I dont want.. I really dont want all this to start again..
Please, give me some space and let me breath.
I am struggling for air. Struggling for some fresh air.
:(

2009-07-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

Its meaningless.
I can't hang on anymore longer.
Its time to say bye.

This few days, although in school like crazy crazy de, inside, i am really damn moody inside. I just dont want to show it out, later it will also affect the people around us. I choose to be happy. Went to eat Subway with my mummy today, haiyo, so many people. Then go shopping.. Then go pick my brother up from his friend's birthday party. Thats all.
----------------------------------
I want to tell you this: (XXX XXX)
I looked at you on friday,
Hoping you would look at me.
How was i to know that you did not even realise i was looking at you.
You had that blank look on your face.
Why?
I smiled you know.
We can't be like last time anymore right?
Fine.
My heart just hurt when i think of u.
:(

2009-07-16T23:17:00.001+08:00

Many disappointments in a day.
You are the one that gave me a smile on my face,
You are also the one that took it away.
T_T

You told me yesterday that thing..
I guess i was being 大方。
I did not gave you "those reactions"
Instead, i end off with a huge smile on my face and said "come on, we are friends man."
And we laugh at each other.
Well, seriously, I did not feel happpy.
In fact, I feel.. well, i dunno.
I cant believe you did not tell me in the first place.

Anyway, thanks for everything. Bye to you.
:(

2009-07-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

My assumptions were wrong.
You never turned back.
------------------------
I love Brazil.
Oi como vai?
I just love it.
I lust for it.

Hack.
My cough is getting worse!
Haiz.
But the moment i think of Brazil.. Hahas. It makes me laugh.
Sometimes, when we are apart, both of us think of the same things.
Great minds thing alike, I believe in this. :D
When I sleep, I smile too. :D
And its all because of you... ^_^

2009-07-11T11:16:00.000+08:00

You turned back,
Looking at us again.
Right?
We will never drift apart again right?

So damn stupid,
Social studies screwed up,
Oral flunked.
Sick in bed with a swollen eye..

What else could i achieve.

Now doing the HBL.
Argh.

What a bad timing. Today, Raymond Lam is coming. And i am sick in bed. I wanna go see him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dun care. I am going to regret for the rest of my life. My only chance. The only freaking chance!

2009-07-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

Too that person:
Ok, i dun wan to be harsh here. but if you insist on going on lyk this, i can tell you, i will not take this nonsense and i seriously dun ever want to see you again. The last time we talk.. When was it? Before School ends? Lols, its a big stupid joke. Since you like them so much, go on and stick with them for the rest of your life. I cant believe u ignored me when i called out to you. So i rather i dun talk to you. So now what? you dun wan to be frens wid us anymore? Fine.
You hurt my heart, not onli me, but the others as well, you have hurt the hearts of people that we have ups and downs with.
Freak, sometimes, i get so piss off, i feel lyk hitting them. Gosh, i may lose control one day myself.
Please, if you really got the heart, turn back and look at us. We will always stretch our hands and welcome you. But if you continue like this, i dun even noe whether we have the chance to be frens anymore.
We have gone through 2 years of fun and laughter, dun tell me you forget that!!!
I am so damn disappointed! IN YOU!!!!
I feel lyk crying.
I got no mood when i see you.
Izzit going to go on like this? Can i allow you to vanish from my mind ever?
T_T

2009-06-28T09:57:00.000+08:00

Damn. This girl have such big breast. (As if)

Seriously, I love this girl man. She is such an angel. ^-^

Ok. ><>

Argh. long time since i updated. My life have nothing to update abt.

So i rather i dun update.

Lols.

So here am i, waking up so early in the morning, waiting for the day to end and welcoming tmr. Cos, tmr sch officially reopen!!!! YES! Honestly, quite say abt the "never extend holiday" part. But i oso wish sch will reopen so MY OWN LIFE will resume, back to normal.

So.. if sch reopen, i will hardly update this blog...

Sad yeah? Hahas. :(

And!!!!! I really wanna thank Priscilla and Gabriel for going through thick and thin with me. During the times when i needed them, i got them. They are the ones that accompany me through the "hard" times. Hahas.

Gosh,

I Love Them!!!!!! Muacks.

Later going to eat some sort of good meal. So now preparing to go out..

Haiz. Faster Faster!!!!!

Toodles. -_-

2009-06-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

I am glad i have you guys.
Really love you and miss you.

Finally!
ok. i really cant explain everthing.
I juz wanna say, Gabriel, i will support you.
Taninn, i so long nvr heard from you since holiday start.
Pris, Calm down and listen to me. Dun be angry. Miss you.
Vanessa, My god. i cant believe you complain abt me being too quiet. Next time i sure make noise until you go crazy! and i still dun like JUN PYO no matter straight or curly hair!!!! hahas :D

Things are getting out of hand.
Time is running out.
Everything is a mess.
Please.
God.
Send a angel down to help me.

T_T

2009-06-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

When i first saw you,
You smiled and said hello.
I was mesmerised by you.
I smiled too, and said "hi" shyly.
Then, our little fairytale begins.

Argh. Hell, i got a swollen eye.
Like wad kind of luck i got man.
After a good nap, wake up to see my own eyes puffy and swollen?
Shit.

When there is school, you will wish that the school holidays will come faster,
When the holidays are finally here, you will wish that school will start faster.
The whole goddamn holiday, i have been studying and doing homework. Bleah.
SO, its not a holiday at all.
I rather its a normal school day.
At least everything's normal. And balanced!
Ya, so please.. School quickly start!!
And Gabriel quickly come back from Hong Kong!!!!
Lols.
Nothing much to report.
Maybe friday my mummy say wan bring me go watch movie.. -_-

People school holiday, i oso school holiday, why got such a big difference ar? Haiz. So saddening.
:(

Ok, i make up my mind.
I will go. :D

2009-06-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

When I say I love you,

I mean it.

Loss for words.

Why?

hahas.

Cos i juz change my a new phone!! Woo hoo!! Lols.

Time flies, and in an blink of an eye, its Sunday and i still haven do finish my homework. A big pile is still waiting for me to complete so i dunno when i will do finish.

Ytd i went to Marina Square, went to Zara and bought 3 blouse, den went to nike to buy a tee-shirt. Hah, so shiok! Lols, i was in high mode wid my brother lurh. We keep laughing everywhere we go. Hahas. Den today aft changing my to my new phone at IMM, went to attend a relatives funeral.. Yupp.

________

Hey, I miss you a lot.

Although I dun get to see you during the June holidays,

I will always think of you.

Thanks though,

For listening to my troubles.

Love you always. :D

2009-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder,
If I give in,
Will you give in to me in future?
The ans: NO.
Thats why the easiest thing to be done,
Is to give up on you.
Never give you anymore chance.
No more.

Hey.
Lols, first of all, i really have to say sorry to Taninn, say sorry for posting her unglam pics on my blog.. Well, i am not sure whether she accept.. But, hey, come on, be a good sport man.
Argh. -_-
Yesterday went for CO pracice. Damn, I was in sleep mode the whole time. I only practice the song a bit onli lurh.. Like come on, the performance is juz end of this month, and you expect us to master this goddamn song? Pls. Common sense pls. And with so little practice. Argh. i dun think we can just go through with it.
Then, today i din go to Entreprenuer Club meeting. I dun wanna talk about the reason.
Went to Singapore Expo Hall 6B for the Popular sales.
Freaks, i bought a hell lot of things.
-Storybooks
-Stationary(I juz keep grabbing them)
-Assesment books
-Guide books for my frigging science
Lols. :D

GSS is here!!!! Aww man, seems like thats my weakest point.
The time to dig a hole in our own pockets but feel satisfied with ourselves.
Hahas. Maybe i will get myself a few things.
Lols.

BooYah.

2009-06-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

Without You,
My heart will stop beating.
You are the one that keep me going.

Hello!
hahas..
Lame starting.
Yesterday went to celebrate my belated birthday wif Taninn,gabriel,vanessa.
Cos on monday we din go out mah.
My god. i love them!!!
Aft geo sup, we head to jurong point lurh, den they keep asking me to go home change. I knew they must have something going on.. Lols.
Then they bluff me to Popular, then i finally meet them.
They were acting so strangely.
Then i knew, they went to icing room and bought a cake for me!! Handmade cake! Yum.
Then we went to Benten(erm, excuse me, not the cartoon Ben 10 hor!) and eat lurh..
Then we ate and talk and talk. Vanessa keep being suan by us. Poor thing. Hahas.
Then we ate our nice cake! Then its bill time. My gosh, u will not believe wad Taninnn did! she took out all coins!!! Pathetic waiter, have to count like crazy man. I was laughing like mad at Taninn. Lols.
Den we walked around JP. We had fun! i love it.
Den went to NTUC 24 hours, because i need to but the packet coffee for my home..
Lols. very fun too.
Den i got tuition.. Argh. no choice. Gotta say bye bye to them lurh.
I got a Billabong pencil box(same as Taninn), and a fabulous Gosbyatch picture from gabriel!
Ooo.. I love all of them and i will nvr forget today.. and i really appreciate wad they have done!
Muacks.
All the pictures are aft this post. Go view them! :D

2009-06-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

Arhm chio ar Vanessa heng. lols.

Gabriel looking at the packets of dunno wad.. hahas.

Omg. Taninn! Wad u doing? Looks like she is describing something HUGE. ^^

Debating abt something? Not sure.

Went to NTUC to get my coffee for my granny. Then this two siao eh go pose. hahas. Love them.

Boo. Birthday Girl.

Up the escalator!

Smile!

LOLS?

Hello.

sickening man. Taninn did this.

look at her!!! counting the coins for her bill!!!!! argh.

cream!

money money money!

finally finish!

gorging on ourselves.

dividing assets la.

delicious.

whining

my cake!

hahas!

happy birthday to me!

look! nice? they design for me de!!!!!!!! i love them!!! thanks!!!

running away from reality(taninn) omg gabriel!

u should see this.

2009-05-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

(Imaginary) From left to right: Priscilla, Me, TanInn, Vanessa, Gabriel!
Hahas!!!
Amusing right! (:

Ok, somebody juz give me him as my birthday present and I will not regret for the rest of my life!

Omg.

This years Birthday is the best really.

Hahas.

First, blah blah.

Then, blah blah.

So!

Conclusion is I am so goddamn happy.

I can even smile when i sleep.

And I love all my friends: Gabriel, Vanessa, Priscilla, TanInn, Xiao Lei, Etc.

Lols.

Sad.

Mummy went to KL lurh, then left me to tackle office's problems. i cant even make it to CO practice on monday! And worse, Monday is.. Argh.

But mummy say can eat dinner wif Gabriel they all. So i am quite happy and Surprise! hahas. Then, my aunty gave me a HUGE cheese cake as a present.

Ooo, i love her so much!

Today went to Jurong Point. When i ate Kopitiam that time, saw JingLi and QiLi.

Hahas.

Then i bought a Pyjamas, Boys over flowers notebook(Vanessa sure go crazy over the curly hair guy), and my Grandma for me an eyeshadow and a frosty silver color eyeliner! Lols, so high with my bro today.

Anyways, today one of my best days.

So,

Boo Yah.

Hahas.

Although there are ups in my life,

nevertheless, there are downs too. Cos there are tons of homework waiting for me in my file. Argh. So i going to chiong them next week, after i celebrate my ahem. :D

Vivienne Tan, 加油！

2009-05-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

原来，
世界上还有这么多心地善良的人。
不管自己在怎样的环境，
都会捐自己的一份心意，
帮助一些无助的人。

Flag Day.
Flag Day.
Wadde heck is this?
Argh.
My feelings for Flag Day have turn to hatred.
All the happenings on that day, it will leave a mark.

Blah.
I cant describe wad happen.
Priscilla should know! :)

2009-05-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give
,I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Woah.
Trust me.
I will never allow children to come and meddle in my life when i am married or whatsoever.
Cos now i hate them.
They may look cute, may look innocent, may look like an angel,
But seriously, they messed up my life.
Especially those aged between 5-10 years old.
In front of their parents or adults, they act so guai and innocent.
But when the adults backs are turned,
You will see that those "guai" children will give you those kind of 'i am gonna kick your arse' face. Serious.
I just experiment with two babarians today.
Argh, you cant imagine the scene.
He is my brother's friend.
Honestly, I dislike them.
Then they came into my room to play computer.
MyFreakingGod, They hit my keyboards like they are having a war with it.
For petes sake, GENTLER PLS. Argh. Thats why i said, you can nvr trust underaged young children. They.. are MONSTROUS CREATURES!
They turn your life upside down.
They nvr stay in peace. They live to create chaos.
So after today,
I swear:

"I, Vivienne Tan Li Ying, will never ever those chaotic children meddle in her life!"

Thats all after a hectic day.

Goddamn. :8